==-meiQi-==

back to singapore!!!

2006-11-30T04:00:00.000-08:00

it's sooooo great!! A's has ended!! let's HOOOORAY together all those who finished A's this year! hehe! HOORAY!! soo fast, sooo fast.. n oh mann!! so fast n i'm back to singapore! our homeland!! it's here dat we belong... mmm, does dat sound like a song? hahaahaa!! it's been tiring, fun+pretty fulfilling~!!! i guess i gained pretty much from this trip :) material gains aside [not considered gains actually, we bought them with thai baht!] fun fun + more fun!

tried many things which i've neva tried in my life like parasailing, riding on a mini speedboat, meeting a authentic conman of bangkok, seeing cute elephants etc etc. mann!!! i feel like i've sooo much to share but dunno which to start with.. so pls do bear wimme whilst i share my happiness buddies! :)

like i said, material gains aside, i think the bulk of happiness from this trip is of cos the experience n i dunno leh.. guess i got to noe myself more.. wat r the things dat i look for in a holiday :D dat time after our A levels gp paper, was discussing abt gg overseas.. n i realised dat different pple haf diff purposes, like xinyi who goes for scenery + food, derre who goes for shopping + food, yunting shopping and teo who enjoys genting ALWAYS! hahaha! n of cos there's juan who goes with a purpose, CIP trip or smth, helping out the pple.. obviously guess i'm not so Buddha hearted, but i think i'm more or less around the wanna noe n understand the diff cultures of the pple in diff land, and experiencing new stuffs which we've nv tried n thru these trips getting enlightened! Gautama Sidhama or smth? float to the sky :D hahaha! but if there's a trip to build toilets for needys i would really wanna go! cos toilet is definitely an essential! u haf to agree wimme.. imagine u haf to pee in the grass with the grass blades tickling ur pikoo! it feels weird n not comfy i guess.. i'm sure!

so.. ok! back to thailand, tourists there now r really lucky! bcos 5th Dec is the "Thai Wang"'s birthday! n u can c, in the capital, every1.. ok almost every1 in yellow shirt, with the symbol representing the king on the shirt.. can u imagine?? seeing the entire street, full of pple in this same shade of yellow.. seriously at 1st i thot it's some HUGE MNC's uniform.. like almost 70% of thai's population work there.. n u noe, in all those major buildings.. restaurants, school, buses, they all have this yellow flag with the symbol of the king, n the photo of the king n king's wife (is she called the Queen?) yeah!! can u feel their love for the king? i can!

yeah! here r a few photos i took during the trip!! ain't fabulous photos cos bad photog skills + ain't so good camera = not so nice photos.. pls do try to njoy thou! :P

rolls royce! hehe.. some clouds dat i saw on the plane :D

i fed these catfishes! they eat bread..
dat's me! floating around!! :D

dat's a picture of pattaya beach! the 1 dat looks like a pencil on left is banana boat!!
elephant plays bowling! Bravo! all pins down! :)

my fav baby elephant Mui Mui (on the left), it's got a hairy head.. veri messy too!! like nv comb hair liddat.. it dances to techno too! swings its trunks around n the MEGA ears start to shake.. hahaha!!

pig ToTo eating away.. *shivers* just look at its saliva left behind! they stink quite abit too!

n here comes me favourite favourite photos!!
photos of diff species living happily tgt! tiger cub drinking milk from mother pig n slp-ing with fellow mini pigs.. n father tiger with 3 little pigs!! haha! 3 little pigs in tiger costume summore! *faints! but i was truly entertained by these!! soooo sweet n nice yeah?? diff species of animals can live harmoniously tgt, as humans-same species.. y can't we live happily tgt? just like animals? y do we haf wars.... y do we wanna cheat on our fellow human beings... when we actually belong to 1 big human family!

led me to wanna comment abt the conmen we met in thai.. arghs! i just really wanna tell all folks who r gg to thailand, esp to Bangkok, pls pls pls b wary of this scam alrite!! believe me.. it happened liddat.. at around 9.30am, mama + me decided to do some last min shopping.. so we walked down to Siam Square, which is mmm.. like the Wisma Atria in S'pore.. the door says opens at 10am, so we decided to explore the place.. *walk walk, stomp stomp* this friendly, grins-y local approached us.. [i seriously think it's cos of the map we were holding in our hands] "hello, this is Siam Square" *grins* as he pt-ed at the building behind him
"where r u frm?" *grinss*
-->"singapore"
"oooh! singapore! i noe dat place! been there b4! u noe golden mile? Ya Ya! Lucky plaza? Ya Ya Ya! my uncle is a monk in s'pore so i go to s'pore often" *grinsss*
... n so conversation started with mama + "friendly, grins-y man"...
"u noe, today is the celebration for the King's birthday, so ALL the shopping centres open at 11am.. y not u can go to the Thai centre which is veri veri near here. U can take a tuk tuk/taxi at max. 10baht ( "u wanna go there?" *shakes head*
"y dowan? there many many cheap things! thai silk, presents give to friends'' *fierce face* "cum cum, i show u on the map" den dat guy started drawing sme stuffs on the map n poked a cross on the map n wrote thai centre
"i am the traffic police, so i noe where got good things! come come" *frowns..
.......thru-out the entire convo, he did nt tok abt him coming with us, just said dat this place is realli good etc. but in the end we just waved our hands n No no no n disappeared into quickly..

scene 2: we crossed the street to the other side of the road liao, this another lady approached us n said
"today buddhist ceremony, all the shopping centres open only at 11am, u still got 1 more hour, i bring u to Thai Export Centre. Cheap cheap good good"
n so! using the skills of cross referencing, i thot.. mmm! shd b true la ya! realli open at 11am! those shopping malls! so she continued..
"i'm the tourism police authority, i know this place well. i protect u tourists." as she says this, she took out this small booklet like thingy flashed it on our spectacle lens n took it back quickly.
"come with me, today last day! sell handicrafts, cheap thai things! soooooveneeerrr!"

--> *wave wave wave* no no no.. n we scurried away again..

we were roaming around the streets n mama was still discussing wimme wat would i get if i were go to the Thai Centre n dat weird Export Centre.. but weirdly as we walked.. Siam Square is alr opened.. it was 10.05am.. eh? u would think, i thot open at 11am? not buddhist ceremony meh? king's birthday celebration leh?? so we thot.. mmm! mabbe they rmb the date wrongly.. so we bought n shopped n ate like no1's business.. throwing this double "recommendation" thingy behind our brains! till this morning i was checking my email, when i chanced upon this link: http://www.into-asia.com/bangkok/gemscam/

i was truly amazed + shocked when i read the entire thing.. as i read every sentence, it seems like i'm in the webpage, experiencing wat was mentioned.. it's like mann!! a recount with all these similar details dat happened to me!! dun u think it's way way way scary?!!! totally ARGHS!!! so we finally figured out that it's all but a GEM SCAM!!! *sigh.. but sooo the realli thankful dat thai silk n "handicrafts soooooveneeers" did not realli interest us dat much! how scary if we had realli fallen into dat scam thing! we'll b covered in heaps of useless stones at home now.. *phew!

haha! mama just came to me room n said dat if we meet this scam scam thingy again next time.. she'll do this..
--> *tap tap the person's shoulder* "hey! look there!" den u pt at somewhere far far away.. n u drop some small amt of $$ say mabbe 200baht on the floor n run!! whilst the person still trying to look at wat u pointing at! hahaha! sounds exciting rite! but true enough, it could b highly probable dat they realli need some $$, otherwise i suppose they won't b resorting to con-ing pple's $$? hope our little 200 baht will help thou! sooo guys n gals, pls dooo b carefulll when u go to thailand!! everywhere u go, do take care! n njoy holidays! hehe.. n can try me method if u meet any of these gem sellers!!

WOW!

2006-09-05T17:21:00.000-07:00

i just realli wanna say, WOW! haha.. dat's life for me for the past few days.. been ultimately living life to the max every second! wanted to blog a few days ago, but its ok! i'm here today! haha.. watched click on... saturday, kinda realli lagging but haha! its a funneh n entertaining show, i wanna say.. n i seriously suspect the producer of this film is a super horny guy.. able to think abt those awesome horny n some really cranky bits of his movie.. haha! also, its a realli fantabulous show.. besides all the crappy things lyk the dog doing the same action to the little toy ducK! he brought a msg to all the watchers of his movie - family negligence! which is so evident in the world today.. pple bz with their own personal life/work n ignoring their family members, only knowing how to treasure them only after they've lost them.. turning back time is like totally not possible, even in the movie.. so triple thumbs up! to the movie click! :) n of cos, great company does play a BIG part.. haha.. after sooooooo long, chifung! we finally caught up! :P he looks happily living the life he's leading now, GOODIE! hehe! n the mJ security dat was sooooooo interested in him n insisted dat we say he's handsome.. haha! he does haf a way with all these older men!! kekes!! got my super advanced 1st bdae present on saturday-this super loads of Famous Amos cookies.. which is almost totally equivalent to 1 yr's supply? haha!! *credits to cf! thnks lo! i realli appreiciated it! n nt being auntie ok.. nv in my life got such a MEGA amt of cookies la! seriously :P so thnks lo! for the great company too~ keep working hard towards Harvard! hehe..

*green with envy! iz just told me he'll b lurking around my neighbourhood! haha.. he's taking up driving alr! n will b here where the comfort driving centre is, for the entire september!! just when will it b my turn! after A's.. after A's..

brother's PoP ystd! :D means he's freed frm tekong life n haha! his face is gonna keep appearing at home for the next 2 weeks! until he knows where he's getting posted to! YEAH! no more missing brother n the most impt of all! NO MORE COMBAT RATIONS! hahahaha! u noe during his 1 wk of jungle training, they were given this day's supply of food rations.. n dun ask me y, he had sooooo much leftovers frm those rations! n he brought them back home.. haha! so there was this period of time where i was bz munching on his totally THICK n not veri crunchy biscuits during lunchbreaks in sch.. haahaa! to the extent bing rong goes, " i pity my little brother, he's gonna eat all these when i enter the army next time" kekes! but yeah! its great to haf brother hme again, to disturb me n listening n talking!

marc, if u're reading this.. so sorreh! i noe ur semester just ended.. but hey! prelims coming up for me, so we'll catch up after my prelims yeah? hope u find ur job soon!

n darleenk! goodie food outing is a MUST after prelims tgt! hope u're mugging ur lungs, ur eyes, ur hands off!! hehe.. dun forget the me with cane poster! keep working hard! we'll catch up SOON!!

i'll b off contact for now! take care pple!! :D

wheeheehee..

2006-07-28T17:07:00.000-07:00

mann! it's been ages since jct stopped n my last entry was still abt jct! haha! erm.. results back n all.. got a DEF n a c5 for GP! mommY! was looking at my DEF n laughing @ my own chemistry of 24 pts.. how great.. i'd betta realli start mugging my ass off! i'm all geared up! hehe.. realli thanks to all pple out there who offered to help me out! to offer free tuition services for this alr rotten pc of wood dat's not worth carving.. but seriously still thanks, i'm sooo touched! :)

i've been in goodie mood these days! esp when the weekendsr nearing! kor kor'll b coming back frm camp!!! whee!! n this week he's off for jungle training n he's simply uncontactable by fone.. so the fact that he'll b coming back in his round head makes me absolutely happy! :D his hair now reminds me of the spongebob halloween episode.. hehe! where spongebob shaved his head till his brains were protruding out so that he looked scary to pple.. the most spastic episode, n my fave episode!

was toking to this fren over the fone last nite n i realised how much i miss my ex classmates back in 4h.. :`( absolutely everybody in class.. those times spent back in ahs, boo hoo hoo.. i miss all of them.. the 4 yrs together, i wish i had treasured all of them n hugged all u pple every single morning.. i did not.. :`( let's hope A's will b over soon n we perhaps go backpacking together? i keep hearing this frm everywhere, frm my GP tutors n all.. to go touring wif a grp of frens b4 entering the uni! backpack! with a few close carefree frens who haf nth to lose, who would look out for each other n u noe u're gonna haf a great time with.. makes me totally excited!! oh mann!! i wanna go to ALOT of countries! to Africa, to Europe.. ARGHS! i need $ then! shall stop dreaming of all these stuffs now, shall b looking @ prelims now!!! JIAYOU to all taking the A's!! hehehehehe.. :)

wow..

2006-06-24T21:02:00.001-07:00

so fast.. 2 weeks has passed.. n kor kor's back home frm tekong.. :D friday nite, *kok kok* kok kok* its the sound from the boots, n then, this round headed guy stood at our door.. heehee!! it's brother! :) den we yak n yak n yak abt his army life.. n for the 1st time in my life, i felt my mouth was numb due to non-stop toking for hrs.. n today's sunday, n he's gg back again tonite.. :| but still!! i think this guy realli grew.. he toks more mature-ly now.. thou he looks rather kiddy in his new pokie hair.. so, 3 cheers to SAF! haha.. for nurturing all the kiddy boys, turning them into tough, lean man! :D

arghs! sch starts tmr.. meaning jct oso starting tmr.. arghs! gp tmr.. arghs! i hate exams.. but just now during breakfast, i told papa that he's gotta b prepared to c the principal liao, if i fail this time.. n he looked at me n said.. "nvm la, c lor.. s long s u noe u tried ur best, it's okae.. there's nth called no way out.. even if u fail, there's oways an alternative route.." wah! i was so shocked + touched.. =`) fatherly love fills the air! makes me guilty now, that i totally can't sae that i've tried my best during this hols.. gg out almost every day, meeting up + enjoying with frens instead of studying n mugging my lungs out at home.. how den m i able to say out loud dat I HAF TRIED MY BEST!! arghs.. betta start mugging now.. so frens out there! PARENTS LUV US! so we shall nt disappoint them with our poor results! okae.. feeling rather random now.. so i shd start swallowing my math lect notes soon! arghs..

wow..

2006-06-24T21:02:00.000-07:00

:(

2006-06-09T01:29:00.000-07:00

kor kor's in tekong now.. went to send him off @ around 10am in the morning, with papa, mama.. lotsa pple there too.. n we were waving bye bye to him, the feeling's like shit........ utter shit.. arghs~

oh yah.. well done jasmine! in the s'pore idol.. all the votings were worth it! u rock.. :) pple pls support jasmine tye!

Lu Xun's <>

2006-06-03T07:56:00.000-07:00

eh-oh~ i was sooo totally tempted to dump this blog of mine.. bubye to this yellow porous poke-dotted thingy on my blog, n the few weird looking creatures, like a meaty lil pink starfish called patrick n sQuidward, that greenish sQuid with a almost collapsing nose n Sandy the squirrel in the fish tank! haha! was at carrefour that day when i saw SPONGEBOB's VCD! $12.90, for 3 episodes onli.. o mann! money gobblers! n then i saw spongebob's PC game.. $9.90, this sounds more reasonable! ^-^ but i saw.. " for kids 4 & below" -_,- so i figured out it shd b some totally lame game activities like identify spongebob's frens: 1) superman 2) batman 3) patrick 4) mandy moore n u input the ans 3 n it'll go.. "BABOOBABOoOOoooO! brilliant! well done!" alrite, shall save up then!!

mmm.. okae! baQ to main content of today's entry! :D wanted to catch a glimpse of beckham's autobiography, eva since i saw it at MPH that day.. *Drroooools.. hehe! so i went to 1 the community libraries todaY n i was totally APPALLED by the MEGA crowd over at the library.. the most amusing of all, there was this huge gang of "i shall not sae wat nationality'' pple, they were practically planning to camp rite in the library?! carrying this rather huge backpack + a 1.5L bottle of water each + some hidden tidbits in their bags they took up almost all the seats in the library! moMmy! oh ya, in the end they were spotted by 1 of the librarians for munching on some bear like biscuits and yeap, were being warned... was quite a commotion that made me took notice of their camping intention in the library.. *sigh! mabbe i shd consider iz's advice, to go to starbucks if u wanna mug where there's more space, more comfy, n betta drinks.. :D no being caught for eating bear cookies too! :P o yea! so as to nt make my library trip a wasted 1, i strolled along the shelves n tada! came to the chinese bks section.. chanced upon this bk by lu3 xun4.. its actually a compilation of some of the short stories that he wrote.. so yeah! i borrowed it.. n i was reading this particular story called medicine in eng yea? o maNNn! it was gross to the max! was happily rotting at my study table with this bk in hand.. so here's roughly how the story goes.. Lu Xun is actually a Chinese~ as in china-be, den he went to japan to study medicine.. so i think he came back to china 1 day, n was totally APPALLED by lack of knowledge in medicine in the chinese pple! n so he wrote this lil story.. so much abt background info, here comes the exciting content.. china ancient-BEs, they actually think that man2 tou2 dipped in human blood can actually cure diseases like TB.. tuberculosis.. :| so thru-out the entire story he was describing this bun, n how they believed this bun is soo miraculous.. in the end, the person who ate it died.. -_-'' haha! his intention was to sHoot! the lack of knowledge in medicine of the pple if i'm not wrong.. shd read this if u eva get to get hold of it, his description.. WOAH! best, u can just imagine the bloody man tou, dried n hardened alr, turning into blackish red stoney bun.. HAHAHA!! i feel like vomitting now.. haf fun reading pple!! :D

wonderful!

2006-05-21T03:29:00.000-07:00

went to watch the bball finals on friday.. both matches were sooooo wonderfully played i haf to saY! primary purpose of gg down was initially to support mel.. wanna watch her play for the last time, probably.. mann.. she looked realli suave on court, i haf to sae.. defending n blocking any1 in view.. n all her shots.. mommY! u won't wanna hear this.. but i think she's realli realli realli superb?! outta 10 balls, 8 gets into that basket!! *applause! great job darleenk!! :) when i reached there, the match's alr started.. 15 minutes! VJ vs RJ.. both sch, cheers were great i haf to sae.. here n there, here n there.. *shooM shooM shooM! vJ n rJ took turns to score, with both sch taking turns to lead @ every quarter.. n finally, it ended with rJ winning by 4/6 points if i'm not wrong when the final whistle went off... the rJ gurls hugged n sQueezed each other, vj, looking dejected.. it was a realli close match, n honestly i thot vj was gonna win.. but nearing the end of the match abt prolly 15 minutes left? no. 5 of RJ, Serene (she's the MVP) scored like almost 10 points? inclusive of fouls n a 3 point if i did not forget.. it was a realli realli good match.. felt kinda pek chek after the match, not cos rJ won, but they bullied my darleenk!!!! :/ no. 8 frm RJ, she pushed darleenk rite to the floor! n when mel fell, she just stood up n waved her hands frantically in the air, seems to b telling the referee dat she did not do the pushing.. :/ i shd haf gotten ready some rubber bands n PIak! her rite in the head frm where i was standing.. urgHs!! IDIOT!
the guys match after that.. AJ vs HCI.. prolly is the best best best match i've eva eva watched in my entire life.. n i realli wanna say, both HCI n AJ haf realli great players, n HCI's team is honestly WOW!! n chun hoe! u're my idol! u scored like almost crazeee n u got the MVP n.. u're so tall n totally stinky!! hahaha! u shd haf seen how shun gui & i were screaming for u despite our totally hoarse n sexy voice! but mann.. i've neva seen u play so shen3 b4.. all the long long passes that HCI made, n the no. 7 of HCI team, he's realli realli good.. frm 1 end of the court, he got the ball in possession, n he dribbles, all the way to the other end, n he SCORES! reminds me of totally glamorous days of jacob.. ARGHS!! this is prolly the next best team i've eva seen besides AHSbball team under HEsen~ phew! i'm struck with bball fever.. but that match was realli great.. any1 who watched it, MUST agree wimme.. HEHE! phew! the season's slowly coming to an end, with all the finals coming 1 after another.. this marks the time to start mugging.. *gulps..
to all tj badminton boys, it's alrite, we noe u've tried ur best.. player's luck we call it, that we prolly lack.. nevatheless, u're our heroes! pinning our hopes on the gurls to clinch the champion now alrite?? same to tj vball guys, u guys did great! tJ gurls soccer, hope u gurls can jiayou jiayou n get that gold yeah?? all ze best to all other sports PDP!!

2006-04-23T04:37:00.000-07:00

a week has passed!! n i realli wanna sae.. that the media is cruel! arghs! "Does size matter?" wateva.. pple, pls dun intake full bill alrite? wateva is published holds truth but not entirely true.. just realli wanna sae this! :| dun ask anymore questions.. let's do respect the lived and the living..

having burnt blisters all over me now.. went kayak-ing with darleenk no.2.. there's nth much betta than good company.. i owaYs feel great with u woman!! :D *mwaKkkkSsss!! red & painful all over now.. horrible n scheming sun! appears so friendly, but the after effects of ur rays.. waH! undescribable.. just hoping i dun start to peel n leave my skin flakes all around singapore!

i passed math test! yeah!!!!

okae.. this entry is entirely crappy.. realli hope to haf a longer 1, but i've got chinese test tmr n i'm still occupied by the article.. -_-"

to this special pal: LoO! stop depressing!! cheer up alrite?? :D i'll gif u a lil treat! how abt macdonald's ice-cream cone? hehe! i'm sure that'll b enuf for u to get happier?! :P SMILE~!

2006-04-14T21:25:00.000-07:00

i need new earphones for my player! the earphone that comes with the creative player simply does not fit in my ears! it either pricks the sides of my ear if not they drop out whilst i shift my head abit.. any goodie recommendations? looking realli cool is this from sony.. SONY MDR-CX1W.. click on the enlarged pict.. http://www.audiocubes.com/product/Sony_MDR-CX1W_N.U.D.E_EX_Audio_Player_Case_With_Earphones.html mann.. way cool isn't it? but its selling @ $75!! for a pair of earphones! arghs..

2006-04-14T02:39:00.000-07:00

back to creating a post finally! owells.. wat a week is this week?! went to sch on monday, came back home to find myself down with flu... den fever... then sore throat! n non stop fever for 2 days.. *faints.. it all started with the expired milkyba* nuggets that we ate during mass PE dat day! |shall not name the brand in case they fine me or smth.. haha! but it was expired.. so yeah!| hahaa! joanne + me almost finished the half the pkt b4 we passed it to gary.. n he exclaimed, "so nice!" n he took the whole pkt to enjoy during math lecture.. *munch munch, crunch crunch* after math lect... i saw gary, he was showing me this wobbly legs action n said "meiQi, i feel sick.. must b the nuggets.." den we went to the library! n i took another pc of nugget! true enuf! this expired food is finally showing its true colours! it does taste funneh! like some previously crispy kerrrropoK! dat has been placed in the open for toooooo long.. it taste like some pillow to me den.. "check the expiry date.." gary said feebly.. i checked.. did a mini scream.. "ok, shit.. throw away, faster.." end of story.. hahaha!! end of our life story! we r poisoned!! we almost finished the entrire MEGA pkt leaving like 4 pcs?! den we found out it's expired.. :|

haha!! oooh dear! but it realli is cool that dat guy has an efficient digestive system yeah! or rather, toxin detect system.. he turned sick rite after eating it like a few mins? oweells, mine took effect after rather long.. it was around lunch time.. i felt kinda sick.. :| n dunno y, this sick feeling kinda mutated into flu.. n i went hme to slp.. dad called me to take some medicine.. i went to kitchen, found the tablet box.. *gulps.. went to bed................. "MEI MEI! Y U EAT THE EXPIRED ONE?!! THAT 1 I PRIMARY 6 THAT TIME DOCTOR GIMME DE!!" i was too weak to react after hearing that.. just wanted to die in bed.. that was my brother anw, n for ur info, my brother is 21 this yr! primary 6, doctor gif him.. its been in my kitchen for 9 yrs... :| moMMy!! wat is happening mann... n obviously, flu did not get any betta.. further mutated into fever @ nite.. till the next morning, till the next next morning.. i skipped sch for 2days.. idiot.. lucky i was not dealt with another blow like, the panadol i ate oso expire! i would haf fainted on the spot honestly.. lucky there's mardi gras n goodie friday! if not, i honestly wonder how m i gonna survive till the end of this week?! phew! meiQi's back to alive n kicking now! :))) just that my voice sounds s if i just ate a few cartons of potato chips..

that's the overview of my week! the feeling n taste of being sick realli realli realli sucks! n u getting a fever! the burning feeling u haf thru-out the nite! is horrendously gross n unbearable! so pple, pls do do do drink more water n stay cheery + healthy yeah! okae! i wanna tok abt the tt competitions, but i'm so tired to.. now i'll just sae vjtt gurls, jiayou jiayou yep? all the way yah?? cYa all at toapayoh!! :) yingen, lemme noe if u r gg down for the B girls finals yep?? hehe.. getting back MCT result slip does remind me that As' round the corner.. jct round the corner! prelims round the corner! n the tutor's remarks r realli realli discouraging.. looks like they're using a diff method to spur us on?? *sigh.. okies.. i'll go indulge in some music b4 starting my mugging life.. if i can eva sit down n mug non-stop.. some1 put me down to stUdy!!!!!! i dunno how to.. :| ARGHS!!!

anw! lotsa things r happening in my life now.. they r moving so fast.. to the extent, i think i'll feel giddy if i look @ them 1by1, again.. dunno wat i'm toking abt, hehe! but i'm just trying to sae, things r realli gg ultra fast pace!! studies gg faster n faster.. n i'm soooo totally not catching up.. n me getting closer to frens whom i used to b strangers with, pple whom i used to not get along.. r now coming closer to me, joining me, sitting in this circle... mabbe watching a campfire together? hehe! n this particular friend shared this wimme this morning.. "if you want a future, you have to let go of the past".. he is actually toking abt himself.. but guess he hopes i understand it n inspire me like how he got inspired by this meaningful phrase.. its frm ice age anw.. :)

okae.. dunno wat i'm blabbering abt.. could b the aftermath of too much spongebob cartoons.. now everytime i tok, i'll kinda picture spongebob m patrick doing those things that i'm thinking!! arghs!!! wat's with this!!! 8| anw pple! burger king kids meal! they r giving out free spongebob toys with every kids meal purchased! pls dun buy too many k?? leave some for me.. esp the 1 holding the guitar with the realli spastic face.. thank u!!!! :D

2006-03-31T07:19:00.000-08:00

time is the best solution to heal all wounds.. looks like we've all gotta learn this point n go ahead with life... to all frens out there... realli sorry for worrying u guys with my prev entries... but meiQi has grown much much stronger.. :)))

*sigh! ahs lost to st. nic's today.. thou they won PL, its prolly quite low chance that they enter the top 4? it realli is a waste.. esp after wat i heard frm the juniors.. that the match with cchm was a realli outrageous one cos there were some conflicts with the umpire n pple were feeling hot.. names were called, coaches n teachers insulted.. the same finger revealing off every ahs tt players' hands.. even the normally peace-loving ying qi oso bth that the coach was insulted n she began did some dancing finger move to that umpire.. *sigh! a perfectly, supposedly FRIENDLY actually turned out like this.. n the trophy.. to nationals top 4 just flew away.. mm.. the last time ahs got a place in the top 4.. would b when we were in sec 1! we got 2nd.. haha! must realli sae the seniors put up a great fight n shot all the way to the topp! :)) mann.. n once again! season's starting soon.. all the way till the end of may, i hope.. >.< hehe! excited yet getting real nervous @ the same time.. every sch wants to win.. n i guess this ember of hope is just as strong n bright n hot! in any other sch! so yeah!!!! keep gg tJ! realli hope the guys do well too, even thou they've landed in the grp of death.. but still! nth's impossible yah? we'll show them how we tj-cians can do it!!! :D

specially to yingen: i m realli sorry.. i promised to go down during 1 of the matches, to support u guys.. but training n lessons r just filling up my schedule.. i realli wanted to go down.. but lessons do end late on thurs n fri for me n there's training.. I AM REALLY SORRY.. i took for granted, thinking that i can go down 1 of the days next week.. but after i heard abt the loss of today's match......... don't b sad!! there's still many yrs to cum!! honestly, u guys did realli realli realli great! :))) n i can realli tell u, i'm proud of ALL of YOU juniors!! :) dun b affected by this small defeat! but make this b a lil spark that shall trigger u guys to train harder alrite?? still looking forward to screaming n shouting for u all @ next yr nationals finals alrite?!! jiayou n honestly, GREAT JOB! :))) to all of us seniors, u gurls r winners already...

its been a long long time since i last blogged n there's like super loads of things that i wanna blog abt.. but everything seems to b in such a mess! but mann.. friends n family make up my life.. thank u so much yah.. every1 in meiQi's life.. :D old frens, new frens.. tjtt teammates, classmates.. mann.. thank u!! for the way u guys r! :))

2006-03-09T06:56:00.000-08:00

today is a sunshine filled day.. i picked back 3 frens today.. they're not gonna leave tj.. not gonna leave us! i'll neva get to sae things like "i will miss u" again! @ least for this veri moment! :) but would i eva eva get back to the day, b4 everything happened.. n get this veri last dear fren which i've lost? would we eva haf u cum back to us? u don't noe how many pple r praying for u, how many, being sad for u.. *sigh.. to all frens who tagged.. realli thankful for every single one of u.. but i'm realli fine.. it'd b impossible to totally get this patch of memory outta mind.. but guess we've all gotta b happy with our current life.. n cherish everything dat we haf.. EVERYTHiNg.. :)) i m realli fine! so stop worrying pple!!! n thanks alrite?? for everything.. everything.. every1...

2006-03-07T07:06:00.000-08:00

i was like a spoilt brat ystd.. i tried, tried to contain my unhappiness.. to bottle up my feelings.. but i dunno y.. just got a lil emotional when i got the msg rite after flag raising.. abt the place where his ashes r kept, from fellow ex-classmate... all the thots, the negative feelings just came gushing to mind.. his face, his expression.. everytime he toks.. just kept appearing in fronta me.. n the fact that he's gone.. just caught me feeling lost.. a day has neva been worst.. n i thot monday would b a betta day.. it turned out not to b so...

i'm getting irritated with life.. pure irritation n confusion.. just y then do u haf to bring friends to me? when You knew that slowly, one by one, u're gonna bring them away? far far far far from me, in the end? 1st its him, then its her, n 2 more her.. just who else? who else more?!!

perhaps we just all need a little bit of time.. just a little bit more.. n dedicated to all fellow s61 pple, we've all gotta b strong.. just like how u guys taught me to....... take care n pls do look out for each other.. don't wanna lose another treasured friend.. never, never again..

just can't take this..

2006-03-04T19:34:00.000-08:00

all along, rite from the sms from the invalid no., to the "confirmation" from frens.. i thot it was some1 i didn't noe.. perhaps just some1 in my vicinity.. just y then does it haf to b U? u were definitely the last on the list i would thot to haf done this.. this sad news rendered me breathless.. left me feeling realli lost.. just y then in this matter of life n death.. must it involve U? realli didn't think this would happen to me.. to a fren that i've been in contact with.. to somebody i once, realli treasured as a fren..

2006-03-04T09:49:00.000-08:00

for the 1st time in my life.. i felt the music on my blog was irritating.. n it did not make me happier in any way on a day like this, hearing such a news......

i rcvd the msg, i thot it was a msg wrong sent.. n it came from a no. that was invalid.. a 7-digit no... i whispered a silent prayer for this anonymous person.. to find out awhile later.. that it turned out to b U... we 1st gotta noe each other 3rd Jan 2005.. we were sitting in a circle, giving this mini introduction abt ourselves, for the angel-mortal game we r gonna haf.. n as days got by, i got to noe u betta.. in class, u would oways b the joker, lame-ing n crapping, coming up with the funniest jokes eva, the stupidest actions eva..

i still rmb, during 1 of my library duties.. this fellow librarian came up to me n asked who r the pple in my class.. when i mentioned ur name.. she commented, "oh the quite handsome de rite?"

still rmb the many encounters on bus 15 @ parkway, after i've left for tj.. u'd oways say hi with ur realli radiant smile.. n u, with her @ cineleisure.. how u held her hand n waved it @ me, signalling to me how happy u r rite now.. n the few physics lessons we had.. how u n yang fan seemed to b the onli pple who understands all the tutorials.. n wat mr chad is saying.. u r realli brilliant.. just y then did this happen? when everything seems to b gg realli well for u? probably this would b a mystery.. a mystery brought away foreva.. together with u.. i did not believe this.. i do not want to believe this.. but somehow, the truth is placed rite in front of me.. from a stranger, u've bcum my classmate u've bcum a friend.. i didn't noe u.. n now i do.. without even bidding goodbye, u left....... n all i can wish for now.. is for u to leave, with peace.... :`) definitely a fren not to b forgotten..

2006-03-03T19:21:00.000-08:00

i m realli realli realli tired, of all things happening around...

2006-02-22T06:45:00.000-08:00

many times in life.. we often.. n i mean, OFTEN, we take the things around us for granted.. think abt this.. u haf this person in ur life.. who is there for u all the time.. for e.g replies ur sms in <5 mins everytime u sms him/her.. n 1 day, u sms dat fella.. n of cos, u'll expect the reply to cum like zoom! fast! he/she ended up taking realli realli long to reply u.. mabbe did not even reply.. u feel sad n much much more sad.. cos all these while, u were waiting to rcv this veri reply frm him.. or her.. u get the idea?? there r just somethings/some pple in life.. in which we've all taken for granted.. we assume dat it'll oways b there.. or rather, it's soooo oways there dat u dun even notice how u've grown to forget abt it.. soooo pls do treasure all the pple around u n appreciate wat each n every1 of them haf done for u/haf been doing for u all these while.. treasure n love all these pple/things as if there's no tmr.. luv ur life! dat's just i wanna conclude abt todaY! *sigh!

2006-02-19T05:10:00.000-08:00

to all lives out there! u guys haf any mp3 players to recommend? iriver h10 looks realli *drool-y.. zen vision M is definitely smth every1 would luv to own.. any cheaper alternatives? hehehe..

o happy day!

2006-02-16T07:30:00.000-08:00

friendship.. mmm.. guess it's a realli magical thing.. :) n i was enlightened dat.. in order to gain the maximum happiness outta a friendship.. u've gotta gif ur fren space.. ample space.. not depending on her totally, yet u do rely on her.. u noe, rely as a pillar of support.. n not depending means not being angry with her.. n being totally understanding when she refuses to reply ur sms thou u noe she's rcvd ur sms.. :P [dat's an eg]

haha! mabbe it's cos i noe u too well, dat u just feel like disconnecting from the outside world for a while, n i know u r not replying me cos of this.. no angry abt dat! :P [dat's an illustration.. kekes!] so yeah! today's a realli happening daY! training + team dinner neva been so fun b4! vJ came down to our homeground for a friendly match todaY! haha! so i saw some real familiar faces.. loO, sheryl, nellie, jieyu.. hehh! it gets me realli high to c all these crappy n happening old pals! so we played played played.. after dat went opp for team dinner.. haha! it was all laughs n craps! watching mag + nellie's violent face, jieyu's stoney n realli cute face.. loO's eva so LOO! cold jokes.. haHa! :P n sermin n elaine n joanne's presence! dat makes dinner realli yummy n fun! mann! vJ tt team n tJ tt team, we shd bcum allied or smth!!! :P but those gurls.. realli happening + nice.. :)

tmr ahs + cchM having east zone finals' @ PLMGS tmr! i'm gg down to support! lessons supposed to end @ 3.15pm.. oh.. n da match starts @ 2.15pm! heehee! i'm not gonna tok abt wat i'm gonna do abt da lessons! :P so yeah!! today's a happy daY!!! friends maKe my life complete!! MWAH MWAH! to all pple who haf frens! :PpPpP

hahaha!

2006-01-31T02:03:00.000-08:00

dun feel like blogging today actually.. for today's such a bz daY! n everything seems to b in such a mess!! tutorials ain't done, table messy... room messy... da whole hse is messy! but haha! i guess i realli wanna share my happiness rite here.. :P alrite! had a mini class gathering over @ mr ong's.. n mann! jiinghuey n i had to go there earli help him fry the millions of balls dat he bought to serve all his guests, which he estimated to b around 200.. haha! so it was deep frying.... deep frying.. n more deep frying! hehe.. so yep! came bacK home, mama reminded me dat i've to clear my bookshelf for its a whole new yr=whole new beginning.. books books n more booKs!

TADA! smth shone in fronta me.. it was our class photo! sec 2 class photo to b exact.. yr 2002 de.. i flipped the cover over n began scrutinising all our faces in dat photo.. goodness gracious!! u carn imagine how hard i began laughing... WAAhAHAhAHAHa!! :P now, pals of 2h''02, pls do take out ur photo wimme, the informal one.. n we shall appreciate it together? haha! SCRUTINISE! c'mon! SCRUTINISE! just look at how all of us haf changed! i'm looking @ the foto in which karen was doing her split.. u noe, dat lil imp, sitting in the front row, splitting in her skirt.. haha! u carn imagine how she did it.. her body was slanted @ an angle abt 35degrees n her face.. haha! seems to b marvelled by her stunt.. n how loO was strangling grace, n how *in pain grace looks.. den we move on to pricycia, with her "LI MO CHOU" laughter face.. haha!! prolly cos yukming was pulling her hairband, as can b seen in the picture.. den we zoom into zhenlong, in the 2nd row.. Haha! sorry but i did laugh abit @ this part.. our ah long ge!! he used to b soooooo miniature! look @ him now! hahaha!! so tall alr! :P seriously... look @ him in the pic.. he's like some sell kachang puteh de xiao didi.. with the thorny hairstyle n high-almost to knee socks.. den beside him is GARY! his eYebrows!! arghs!!! thick like some black bush.. haha! den shungui.. isaac.. waYnE! all changed soooo much! n not forgetting to mention Mr George Tan with his eva buay song face.. n 3rd row, i dunno wat kenneth is doing.. attempting to comb nic's hair with his fingers, n nic's "xiao3 ying4 du4" boy face.. den bo han n kelvin's 70 nian dai fringey long long hairstyle.. n ben.. with his eva so COOL crook's face.. n jacob.. being sQueezed outta the picture again.. haha!! mann! den we move onto the other informal foto of the same yr.. wat is kenneth doing to jianrong?! hahaha!! flaunting his armpit for him n polluting the air! mann.. this sure is entertaining.. imagine prolly 10 yrs down the road, n i'll b laughing @ my current yr's photo alr! *sigh!! time flies!!!! :P n looking @ all these photos does bring bacK lots n lots of peK chek memories.. how we actually tahan thru 4 yrs.. with no 1 moment of silence in class.. during lesson time.. needless to say, during recess!! arghs!! this is such an undescribable patch of my memory............

chinese new yr!! :D

2006-01-28T06:20:00.000-08:00

hehe!! its been soo long! since i last typed an entry! whee! its the chinese new yr tmr guys! dunno y.. but i'm exceptionally excited abt new yr this yr! cos mann!! there's a whole load of activities lined up this new yr! allowing me to forget abt sch work.. for once! yeah! home visits home visits n more home visits! hehe! okies! the 1st event of this cny activities galore is the cg 15/05 "reunion dinner"! went to marina bay for steamboat ystd.. most of the pple turned up.. guess 5 did not, cos of family stuffs, some sick, some went back to their own country, some got competition.. there's gonna b more chances of such stuffs! so no worries guys!
alrite! mmm.. went for steamboat ystd.. ehm.. we were pretty much spread out.. but just like wat van said, "this is the day where our class is realli bonded together!" i mean thinK! the thing realli sad abt our class is we've got totally diff subj combi within a class of 24 pple.. den the timetable is like realli spread out.. so its realli tough for us to c each other.. get wat i mean? my break=ur lesson.. ur breaktime=my lesson time.. dat kinda thing.. but arghs! i'm realli glad to announce! cg 15/05 is a class filled with munchy gurls who r realli nice! the guys ain't bad too! hehe.. no politics, no yikky-yakky.. mann! i luv this! :D had a real great time @ steamboat n our after-steamboat-activity! hehe! daytona.... screaming... exclaiming @ some other guys attempting to pull the winnie the pooh toys in the arcade... yeah!! i luv my class! :)))
shall not fill in anymore abt ystd's activity! but yeah! i realli did njoy myself! special thanks to organising committee vanessa, sherilyn, kaiying, chun.. n all who attended n made the event successful! hehh! so coming up would b home visiting over @ fellow 4h frens' places, chua's n prolly kris'.. mann! i just luv new yr! :)) phew! the past few weeks been realli realli realli realli realli bz.. so sorreh abt empty entries pple! coming my blog n all u c is.. "mann! i carn bliff this!" haha!! sorreH~ but yeah!! meiQi's bacK in action! n to all pals out there~ dat meiQi's not sms/ called for some time.. i'm sorreh! but my presence lives with u all! hehe!! happy new Year!!!! YeS!!! :)

yeah!

2006-01-02T05:56:00.000-08:00

mann! i carn bliff this! in the blink of an eye, the almost 2 mth holidaYs has cum to an end! n sch is starting tmr!! *screaMs!!! my holidaY hw! my proMise to study hard after proMos.. hurr hurrr... feeling extremely extremely guilty now.. my holiday hw.. chem revision package, i m still stucK @ the mcQ portion, chem kinetics to b exact.. n the sad fact is i actually skipped many Questions b4 this.. math ain't touched, haven't even read the notes on stats.. n my vectors & induction has yet to b understood too.. *sigh.. i've this realli bad feeling dat my yr 2 is just gonna b my yr 1.. JUST ANOTHER SLACK YR! arghs.. feeling stressed n hopeless.. i noe i need to study.. but somehow, i'm not motivated to.. like arghs! thou i noe i need to study during this hols but i actually went to get a temp job.. thank God i met some realli realli realli realli nice pple, if not i would haf cas****** myself..

ok! this yr has been a wOw! yr for me.. n i concluded dat i've been so enthu abt my social life.. n hurr hurrr.. there goes my academic life.. went lunching with kt dat day n he was saying that he usually goes full force during weekends, finishing tutorials.. understanding lect notes.. n looking bacK @ my yr 2005.. i'm usually out with frens during weekends! all the bdae celebrations with ahs council pals.. catching up with 4h pals.. even if i'm @ home, i'll b on the fone.. haha! how great! to conclude it all.. its been a "fun + leisure > work yr = bad bad results".. feeling guilty.. so heY! hehe.. i'm sooo gonna sae it! i shall fa1 fen4 tu2 qiang2!! thou i've said it like since beginning of last yr.. but yeah! i'm determined to work hard! some cheers pls!! THank u~ thank U! :D

*sigh.. new yr, new beginning.. new faces to see.. new......... ME! so yep.. a whole new 2006! special thanks to all pals around me.. for standing wimme thru these 17 yrs of my life! n wanna grab this chance to thank nel! for the perfectly wonderhoOooo gift!! i'm realli realli grateful for dat.. to mel! for the luv + care + concern all yr round! to loO! for ur existence.. ur face dat is eva welcoming.. n for owaYs standing nearby.. to scg 15/05.. for growing together.. to ALL AHS pals which i still miss dearly.. to tJtt team members.. u guys rocK & roll GREAT time.. n to all new pals made.. thanks for entering my life! sooo frens, buddies, pals.. let's CHEERS! to our friendship in the whole new yr of beginning! hehe.. CHEERS!! :)

*PoooP!

2005-12-25T09:35:00.000-08:00

*poke! poke! poKe!* bubbles of thots bursted.. no more buying of GBA.. no more buying of new bag.. no more buying of new shoes.. gg to get my pay soon.. but i m feeling poor all over again.. *sigh.. okae! how can i sae no rite? :) i luv them..

anw~ roadshows starting in shopping malls like suntec, parkway.. n mann! they haf lack of manpower.. kelly actually instigated me to pon sch to help her out, to make up for the manpower hole @ parkway.. i m tempted to.. but haha! back to reality! we've got sch! n guess wat?! my notes still intact inside my deuter orange bag, ain't open @ all.. i'm like soooo.. dead, feeling so unprepared for year 2.. *sigh... messed up life..

mmm.. sometimes i wonder.. if the rich will eva understand the sorrows of the poor.. n if the poor will eva understand the misery of the poorer.. den cum again, would the poorest actually understand the bittered life of the rich?? *sigh.. its all abt class difference.. caste system? i wonder..

oOooh~

2005-12-17T16:07:00.000-08:00

mann! its been a tiring week.. n i realli mean tiring.. considering the fact dat i hibernated from 7pm-7am on a saturday nite.. arghs.. horrendous.. skipping dinner for the sake of slp-ing.. *yawns.. there's so many activities coming up n i dun even noe wat i can attend.. feeling rather sad for my life now.. sigh! upcoming activities like tt camp, ash bdae celeb, ogl dance learning sessions, ogl training camp, lunar new yr fair @ suntec, pri. sch outing, meeting up with mel, meeting up wif kah tat... mommy.. n most of them clashes on the same day.. i feel drained! i'll haf to make a choice n decide wat to do for each day.. but arghs! my schedule is mostly packed with work work n more work!! :|

realised dat i've been a bunch of realli nice frens.. compared to this junk fren -- me.. *sigh.. 1 sms or 1 call to ask dem out.. tada! they r ready! but it'll owaYs end up to b me who cmi.. :| special sorries to mel + loO! arghs.. supposed to meet up with mel on fri for teppanyaki dinner.. end up last min gotta ot.. :| i'm sORRY! haha! now i owe her millions of HUgs.. :P n to loO! our shopping spree! supposed to meet up long ago de.. arghs.. i'm realli realli sorry kae.. *sigh.. to chifung too.. we'll definitely meet up some day k?? :P mabbe 2 yrs lateR? haha! won't 1 la.. we'll.. okae! BIG SORRY TO ALL FRENS!! my life is messed up.. n i want badly to go for the tt camp.. :(

arghs!!

2005-12-10T21:38:00.000-08:00

went to check out da price of gameboy advance sp today.. its $199 with a 2-games cartridge.. tempted to buy.. but haf no idea if this price is reasonable.. any1 got lobang where i can get cheaper n reliable gameboy?? :D gameboy micro seems realli nice too.. it can play all de games dat can b played on gameboy advance sp.. any1 interested to get 1 too? get it together la! hehe.. cheaper perhaps?? :P

owells!

2005-12-10T03:41:00.000-08:00

wow! today is saturday! n i must sae.. i luv da week! :D training deprived.. but its ok! i'm building my muscles carrying all da cartons of GOLD n SILVER stuffs.. loading n unloading.. dudes, wait for my arm muscles to BOOM~! hehe.. okies.. so i've been tagged by loO! i'm supposed to..

"Rules of the game: post 5 weird and random facts about yourself, then at the end list 5 people who are next in line to do this. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their blog and tell them to read yours."

1) i luv my life now, my family, my friends.. but a sad thing is.. Honestly, i feel dat.. i dun think i'll live to a ripe old age.. i won't live long.. dun ask me y.. i just carn picture myself getting old.. its a sad fact.. but arghs! i'm living my every day on earth now to the fullest! :)

2) i hate studying, kinda regretted taking the jc route.. but guess i'll just make the best outta everything.. :)

3) i m short, loves to hear jokes, LOVE chocolateS!

4) got 1 dad, 1 mom, 1 brother..

5) n the best pals i make.. i haf to sae, they r from anglican high sch! :) ahs 4h'04 and ahs council.. ain't forgetting the seniors + juniors of ahs sports class & council oldies n newbies.. jc frens.. i luv tjtt n scg 1505 too.. but we need more time nevertheless yep?

guess dat's just some random stuffs i can think of? sooo now!! hehehe... *drum roLLs!!!! 5 pple in the upcoming list...... lemme think.. who visits my blog?! i dunno leh.. how abt
1) nelly
2) michelle
3) chifung
4) yenchun
5) sermin
hehehe.. enjoy! :D

alrite!

2005-12-05T07:38:00.000-08:00

alriteY! some1 commented on my blog being too wordy n gets tiring to read.. so yeah! i'm gonna try a not so wordy style.. so pple, do gimme ur comments! today work finish go tp for training.. fun tiring fun hungry.. dat's my day! issit slip shot enuf?? :)

GREAT daY!!

2005-12-02T07:48:00.000-08:00

hehe! today is a TERRIFIC DAY!!! wheeheeee~! :D after work @ uob tampines today, me left for training @ tp.. yeah! we had matches against the pple from tp again.. mmm! i must sae my new rubber rocKs! ain't realli much improvement in my skills, i'd rather say, its an improvement in my rubber! :) yeah! la1 qiu2 was fine.. cai1 qiu2 is fine too! 1st time i hear my cai1 qiu2 being recognised.. cos last tym in sec sch i'm like a realli pathetic cai1-er.. whoeva trains cai1 qiu2 wimme is haha! get ready to exercise ur legs! u gotta just keep picking da balls! :P sorry to all ex pals & teammates of aHs! sorry abt dat! :P yeah! so after dat, dun ask me y.. we all started getting HIGH! haha!! it seeMs like this everytime after training in tP.. all da rest of da teammates will haf smth to SHOOT each other.. da last time was abt my pathetic height, n this tym abt CALVIN KLEIN n my oh so clean & innocent brain! haha! lanne, min, mag, u gurls noe wat.. :P so haha! CrapS CraPps n more CraPppppS!! arghs.. shaking n dancing whilst walking n laughing n toking! haha!! the HIGH gas is in de air! so yep! i boarded the bus with a glittering smile! n i was smiling all da way home, whilst i was walking home from bus stop to home.. there's just so many things to smile for!!
1) training was great, with terrific teammates n old pals.. a friendship dat's realli special n
simple.. its this great + fortunate feeling u haf when with these teammates.. i mean, the
feeling when we r together, is simple n sweet.. u do not need to put on any mask to b some1
else, in order to b accepted.. we tok crap n we NEVER gossip abt other pple, in order to haf
topics to tok abt.. oOps! or do we? hehe.. @ least not todaY! yeah! tJ tt teaM rocKs MEGA
time!! :D
2) long lost frens sms me todaY! jiinghuey sms to sae some sweetie stuffs.. chun chun sms to
sae she watched spongebob! n she's njoying the stupidity n da fact dat she actually thinks
of me when she watched the lame show is touching! li jiao lian! sms to track my latest
whereabouts.. some lil updates la.. haha!
3) u r making me feel like my i m having my 1st crush! smiling @ the thot of u is the
stupidest thing i guess i've eva done.. [dun anyhow think pple.. :)]

wow!

2005-11-29T05:15:00.000-08:00

another day @ work = another day of training missed in tJ! prolly shd regain training @ tP after the instructed 3rd of dec! whew... shall not comment anymore abt work.. ystd's sales was rather good.. lotsa uncles got some gold stuffs from us.. s'pore products worth collecting after all! :D
this morning was a rather saddening 1.. i took the usual route to sch.. da same route i saw MR FLASH arnd 2 yrs ago?? but i shall get over dat dark patch of my memory.. :| okies! so today, as usual, before i climbed the overhead bridge, i peeked to de mini shrub dat the 3 kittens used to hide.. mama named them "xiaohua"--orange striped kitty, "xiaohui"-- brownish grey striped kitty, "xiaobai"-- a WHITE kittY! n accompanying them all de while is "mama mao".. realised these new residents in our neighbourhood on sunday, when mama + me were gg to the mkt.. those 3 lil imps were jumping around in de bushes n "xiaohua + xiaobai" were rolling around on each other.. whilst "xiaohui" was having fun with the leaves on the tree.. so can u imagine a lil kitten, trying to reach for the leaves?! n 2 lil kittens having fun simply by rolling around? mannn!!! its a wonderful scene.. "mao mama" was simply lazying around watching the kids.. but today, went to peep @ them, they r gone!!!! :`( they were still there ystd afternoon.. they were munching on the 3 fishes i got from the kopitiam.. sweet n sour fish n steamed fish.. :| but today, gone!!! :`( xiaohua, xiaohui, xiaobai, mao mama!! come bacK pls.. *mmm.. do cats know their way back??

2005-11-25T22:53:00.000-08:00

started work this week.. haha! wat else haf i gotta sae? its da nicest bunch of pple i've eva met.. in da adult life i must sae.. every1's just so nice.. :) they dun chucK u aside just cos u're a temp worker.. they treat u just like 1 of dem! owells.. smth great to mention, i m in da spot marketing dept and i'm under MAGGIE- the marketing manager.. n my "senior" ah huat! haha!! cranky name hoh?? sounds like those typical names we would use in our primary 3 creative writing essays.. :P smth similar to "xiao ming" "da hua" these kinds... haha~ this fella is realli funneh.. foreva disturbing pple.. somehow i see some of the 4h guys' shadow in him.. love to di siao, disturb pple n haf fun.. haha!! n da way he toks.. sounds like marcus.. just minus the "buddha-ish tone" in marc~ ah huat toks with more.. force? haha! okae.. both funneh.. so yep! our job.. 1st day.. just filing filing n more filing.. next few days.. went to several corporate companies to sell da lunar new yr coins + products.. any1 try guessing da coins produced by wat company? haha.. yeps.. so yah lor.. i concluded dat uncles spend more wisely n spend generously on things they think r worth buying.. whereas aunties luv to comment loads on da products but they still neva fail to buy MANY things.. hehe! there's this auntie.. my 1st customer.. she bought this gold plated doggy figurine.. (its the yr of the dog next yr if u guys dunno) n i think she spent @ least 25min scrutinising da doggy? haha!! u shd c her face when she was carefully scrutinising those products.. :P her specs was on da tip of her nose.. n her eyes looked as if they were rolling out anytime.. hehe!!! she was finally satisfied with 1 n bought it.. around 4 min later.. "hey hey! xiao mei~ i went back to office just now hoh, den saw here got a few bubbles hoh.. can change anot huh?" so i took da mini dog over n stared with all my might.. HAHA!! i was umm chio-ing.. da "bubbles" is actually the end-off for the figurine.. n the size of the bubbles.. is onli.. barely the size of a full stop we poke lightly with a pencil! this description is da best i've found so far.. but it realli is small.. so conclusion no.2.. aunties haf EAGLE eYeS! hehe.. wonder if i'll b dat brilliant when i grow old next time.. :D funneh aunties.. of cos there r some others who just keep commenting dat our dogs look like some other animals.. n how i haf to tell them its ART.. haha!! arghs.. but mm.. business was overall not bad :) do consider getting a job pple! gain some xperience, haf a look @ the world.. u'll learn alot.. trust me.. i admit de things i've acquired so far is still realli in mini amt.. but heY! life's much more enriching now.. hehe!
everything's great @ this workplace.. they've got this veri veri FILLING pantry, nice smelling n clean toilets, free company transport, veri cheap canteen food, ultra nice pple.. BUT! da bad thing is.. this sickening place is situated @ clementi! so i gotta take around 50 min travel down every day.. arghs~ but everything's worth it i guess?

n to nel! i heard on the news dat the chicken flu is getting rather bad in indo.. dun go near those farm chickens yah? or dun b deceived by the cute looks of the little farm chicks! they can spread the virus too! b careful n take great great care of urself yah?? eating chicken is fine, i guess.. must b well cooked prolly?? drink more water n take care! hope to cya bacK in sing soon! :D
okae! i'm tired~ shall end off here.. sorry frens.. if i m not replying ur msg.. i'm down with flu now.. hachoooO n cough.. so every day when i cum bacK from work, i'll stone for a few hrs.. makan, n sleeP! the onli time i peek @ my hp is mornings n on the transport back home.. n most of the times, i'd b slp-ing on da transport.. so u noe, fingers lazy to dance around on my hp keypad.. so gotta wait ok? sorry pple!! :D okies! updated blog! haf fun frens!! ^-^

2005-11-25T17:21:00.000-08:00

wow!

2005-11-18T06:07:00.000-08:00

went to xiao an's club todae.. decided to heed marcus' advice, to continue with my taekwondo till i completed black belt.. okae.. @ least a POOM.. so yep~ went to try her club todae.. 1st trial lesson.. maNN! i finally got a taste of wat she means by slacK! 1st lesson, her coach got me to sparr with this other senior belter.. brown.. dat fella charged forward, n gave a slamming kick.. his MEGA leg landed on my left wrist.. *AHH PriaK!! maNn.. nth can describe the pain @ dat instant.. it felt as if all da blood buddies in my body were rushing to the wrist & attempting to bang its way outta my skin!!! mann.. i felt it was distorted la.. HORRIBLE! abt 20 mins later, it swell, abt the size of a xiaolong bao now.. or shd it b da long bao?! arghs!! dat stupid woman! "my club veri slack 1 la! ez to get double promotes oso.. cum la cum!" haha!!! look wat happened?!! arghs!!! :P n now, there's nth i can do except to watch the lil long bao on my wrist to downsize.. shd i go to a doc? guess its just a normal sprain but shd b fine la yah?? arghs!!! shd i continue with taekwondo now u've heard the injuries it can bring? when sch reopens, all the work will start coming in.. table tennis trainings, tutorials tutorials n more tutorials! shd i continue?! some angelic figure out therE! pls gimme an answer!! oooh.. no...

arghs! dilemma.....

2005-11-15T03:55:00.000-08:00

alrite alrite.. today was such a WOW! day! 1st, i went to fill up the application form to work @ the Japanese restaurant. The next moment, i received a call to ask if i'm interested to take up a temporary vacation job @ the Singapore _____... i m supposed to keep this confidential, as instructed by da person..

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working hrs for waitress @ jap restaurant would b 5bucks on weekdays and 5.50 on weekends.. 5 hrs/day.. shift can b chosen! morning or nite.. as for the latter, it would b commission on top of the 5bucks/ hr.. 5 days week.. 8am-5pm.. arghs!! if i were to choose the latter, i would haf to sacrifice training times.. n go for the training sessions @ temasek poly instead which starts at 6.30-8.30pm.. mon wed fri.. n on top of dat! i'll haf to sacrifice dance practices and da ogl camp!! ARGHS!! but if i were to choose the former, things would just b great n yeah! everything back to normal! cos i get to choose the shift i wanna work.. BUT!! if i were to choose the job of my interest, it would definitely be da 1 @ the Singapore ____! arghs.. just y won't this call cum earlier!! momMeh.. i'm in such a dilemma.. wat shd i do??? ohhhh nooooo... wat a daY! i hate making decisions!! :( u know i m bad at it..

food for thought..

2005-11-14T08:09:00.000-08:00

pple oways say.. "you only know how to treasure something.. or some1.. onli when dat thingy or dat person is gone.." dun u think its true? guess its a realli sad phenomenon happening in our world today.. but who can say they do not feel this way?? think abt it.. :) u onli start thinking abt the pple around u.. start to care n realli care from the heart, when the thot of losing them 1 day comes to mind.. its still not too late! let every day b a kindness day n care for the frens around u.. let your every day b a day with no regrets.. with no regrets, shd u leave the next day.. with no regrets dat u've not said " i luv u"... with no regrets dat u've done ur part as a fren.. as a daughter/son.. let every day b a day with.. NO REGRETS.. :)

arghs!! pw...

2005-11-06T02:39:00.000-08:00

haha! came across 1 of my frens' blog.. n guess wat?! pw= pointless work! haha!!! bull's eye!! mann.. when will this eva end? it's sucked like how many million months of my life n now its gonna kapok my weeks of holidays away.. oh no.. just when will this end.. life seems meaningless to me now, engaging in things like op, op n nth but op.. n now! there's this i&r.. insights & reflections.. sounds so angelic.. but moMmeh! it its horribly devilic!! my brain juice.. slowly flowing outta me in streams... my already pathetic pool of brain juice.. oH! tmr's da deadline of i&r n i'm like totally brain dead n not even halfway done dat kinda stuff? hurr hurrr... how great! alrite!! i'd betta find some entertainment for myself b4 i go bonkers! *sigh!
alrite! just an overview for the week.. monday.. had training in the morning, had pw in the afternoon till prolly 6pm.. went for a dinner with my family till 12midnight.. tuesday-- deepavali! went to PS with s61.. it was hilda's bdae celeb! :) definitely great catching up with all those s61, after soooo long! n of cos! they're still as crappy as eva.. hehe.. everything ended @ around 7pm? n grace + me toked under my block till around 9.30pm.. wed-- training again, met for pw AGAIN.. till around 5.30pm this time.. thurs-- hari raya went cycling with mama in da morning.. roamed around for awhile.. hehe! wat else can i sae other than mama's a talented bravo! she picked up cycling within a day.. n mann! she looks awesomely cute! hehe.. fri-- went to sch for ogl briefing.. met grace after dat.. for lunch n chilling out.. she got her stuffs from beads.. roamed around n crapping as usual.. met loO after dat @ suntec n she went yongtaufoo! hehe.. saturday stayed home to shit.. due to the poisonous fruits dat i got from 7-11 @ citylink.. n da rotten raw tuna.. arghs!! con-prone day i must sae dat was!! phew! dat was my week!! n this coming week! i'm gg bacK for 4 days.. for oP n i&r submission.. visit me in the asylum soon, pals.. i'm so gonna go bErserrrrrrK! wish me well.. :D

ong baK~

2005-10-30T08:08:00.000-08:00

wow!! just finished watching "ong baK" on channel u just now.. mannn!! such a terrific show! still remembered when it was aired in cinemas i guess 2 yrs ago?? de publicity was realli quite mmM~ *lost for vocab, sorry* yah.. so last time, the name kinda turned me off cos i totally dun understand wat does "ong baK" means.. perhaps bak kwah sounds much more appealing to watch.. yep! so i gave dat show a miss.. n now dat i've watched it! i just feel like doing an action! *double thumbs up!! such a great show! imagine tony jar ( issit how u spell it? hehe..) he does all those actions dat he did in da show, without special pc effects, without da gang1 xian4 n without any substitues! u noe those ti4 shen1 dat big shots haf to substitute them in dangerous scenes.. maNnn!! this is wat we call action-packed!! he swishes around, above cars, under wheels.. in between knives.. MannNn! Quite sadistic.. y m i supporting such shows dat does these kinda cruel things to da actors.. but moMmeh! it realli is great.. n guess wat? i'm looking forward to the tom yum goong show dat tony's acting in! awww.... if only.. hehe.. hehehe... but he's way cool la!! his 720degree turning + hook kick.. plus his swift + swishy jumping back thrusts! neva fails to amaze me! okae.. tony rocKs!!! yeah... anw! the sim's rocks.. highly addictive.... hehe.. :P o wat an ending.. sorry for this..

fast forward~~

2005-10-28T09:03:00.000-07:00

fast forward fast forward!! went to tM met up with marc, went for movies together.. had quite a tough time deciding between corpse bride n flightplan n some other shows! into the blue? which he claimed da lady's figure is onli OK when i thot it was *drrooooool-y HOT!* shall not b cheeko here.. yep! wanted rather badly to haf corpse bride.. but heard from chunn dat its onli 70 mins.. ain't gonna b too worth it! so we caught transporter 2 instead!! maNN! such a great show! how this blacK colour man with KiUuuu mor appeared outta nowhere n started toking as if he's rapping.. funneh.. :P the flow was good.. story was great.. de actress acted perfectly abt her anxiety a typical mama would haf for a child.. great acting! :) great story.. great SHOW! yeps.. so show started at 5pm.. n we went pool-ing for abt an hour whislt waiting for da show to start.. i won.. mmm.. 2 games! yeah!! okae.. thou he won the rest.. n there was this game he won @ da 1st shot when he was breaking da balls! POTATO! so tyco! haha! rhymes.. :P ok.. was great la.. catching up here n there.. listening to his new life.. yeps! 4.30pm.. left da place, for NTUC to get some snacKs to b enjoyed during da movie! there was this promoter promoting TWISTIES crackers.. n she said it was limited edition.. n how me + marc looked at each other n hehh hehh hehhh.. for like 3 seconds? b4 we turned to wave our hands profusely @ da promoter.. :P haha!! oOps! bad.. :P yeps.. went into theatre.. we were still earli.. we were the onli 2 in da cineMa!! so he called me to teach him back thrust.. *those taking taekwondo prolly noe wat's dat yep? :)* so we were standing @ da back of the cinema kicking each other.. n how this lady staff came in n were looking @ us with some hilarious expressions.. so -----movie-----.. ended.. went for dinner.. called chonglin, karen, bo han.. asked if wanna join us for dinner.. since they stay near tamp.. bo han went for camp, chonglin went out with new frens.. n karen caMe! hehehe.. so we began munching @ BK.. @ 7pm.. n how we chatted abt alll kinda stuffs!! till 10pm!! eeerie stories, new life.. n how he psycho me to go NEWSROOM BAR.. no lead me astraY! hehehe.. :P ain't a place for me i guess? dun realli like to c smoky faces in clubs i guess.. n da smell! too uniQue for my nose to adapt! yeps.. so 10pm.. we dragged our feet slowly to da mrt station.. constantly crapping!! esp dat karen!! arghs.. :P hehe.. great to c these treasured pals of mine.. seeing them still in their ownselves.. da crappy self.. da crazeeee self.. haha! does brighten up my day.. :) thanks pals.. for taking da effort to keep in touch n making time.. prolly haf a 4h outing soon k? :D whee!! i luv all da oldie pals! :)

alrite! today.. :)

2005-10-28T08:38:00.000-07:00

hehe.. 1st of all.. i wanna reply some of da tags @ da tagboard.. dun think i wanna flood my own tagboard by replyin tags.. i just dunno how to keep tags short.. realli sorrY! alrite! so to those i've not replied..
chun chun!! u sweetie lil thing!! u n ur face when i told u i've decided to drop econs.. u were like "huh?..." dat element of question mark n dat elements of .... in dat drag in ur huhhhh... :P haha!! u get wat i mean? n ur face.. i felt bad.. i felt rather.. owells.. sad.. dat i had to drop econs.. after all, its prolly the onli subject i get close to u this bunch.. who takes econs.. but for my own future! n my future mood! :P i shall drop econs! sorry for this painful decision.. chunn.. thanks for ur yi1 yi1 bu4 she3 face.. but arghs.. ain't much of a choice for me yep?? but we still see each other!! :) like having u beside me during chem cross stitching winnie's head!! hehehe.. :)
n to yunting.. thanks for ur ".." n i where got owaYs b there for u? dun carry me too high.. u're a sweetie lil imp too.. :P baking brownies + cookies for tchers who r leaving.. :`) so touched!! yeps.. our conversation is cool! hehe.. nice toking to ya u noe? thou i'm realli sorri i blabbered so much even when u were slp-Y! i'm realli sorry.. :) u r a fabulous gurl..
okae! thou i've made my new resolution to study hard~ *cough cough! i seemed to haf decided n announced it like since march? hehehe.. dat i MUST study hard.. looks like its oct now n mwahaha! i'm dropping 1 sub~! how great! :P alrite.. tmr.. start mugging.. tmr k?? :P or mabbe after outing with vj s61 gurls.. n mabbe after outing with loo.. n outing with grace n miss wong n huang juan juan.. all these dat i've promised to catch up n meet up with!! okae.. will pia after all these outings! i WILL hoh! hehe.. i enjoyed myself to da max todaY! :)
went to sch today.. had a mini celeb for miss meta n mr Simon.. leaving us next yr.. :`( ong joined us too! ate pizza, ate chocolates, chips, brownies, soft drinks.. *slurps! hehe.. had a yuM seng!!! in da canteen when the hwa chong pple were there.. it was sooo... AA!! but haha!! just for da fun of it!! :P yeps! had a great bonding session eating n chatting n playing away.. derre having fun sQueezing my FEI ROU (*doink doink!!) n how we ended up having a mini ballet performance together when she sQueezed my vital part!! (psst! it was my neck!) hehe.. i wriggled like crazeee until we turned 3 rounds together.. :P in da middle of da canteen.. n how i landed on the floor smelling her green skirt.. haha! every1 was nice.. helping n serving each other out.. dat's 1505! :) how chun chun went, " 2 more cups 2 more cups! they no drinks!" how sherilyn went, "nvm i share with u.." how eng har n yunting went serving n offering pple with their proudly baked brownies! how jiinghuey went bonding with de tchers.. n how xinyi came feeding me with a mini bite on da pizza! hehe.. dat's just my class! :) after dat went for math.. had op! tada!! *diing dooong daaaang! sch ended......................................

ping pong rocKs!! :D

2005-10-27T07:47:00.000-07:00

was in da mood to, so i decided to blog todaY! hehehe.. :) day started out fine until i went for civics this morning.. i went to class n mr walker told me dat my appeal to keep 4 subjects is unsuccessful.. i dunno y.. but i was kinda depressed when i heard it.. after all, i did not expect this la.. like u noe, the reQuirements for keeping 4 subs is 2A 2AO n c6 for gp.. but i got a d7 instead.. but i passed my 4 A level subjects! with CEEEEEEEEE... ok.. onli CEEE :P yep.. n i flunked gp by like 1.1 mark? hur hurr.. :P yah huh.. so he handed me this form for me to write down which subject i wanna drop.. was kinda kept by it almost the whole afternoon.. yeps.. so was thinking of whether i shd re-appeal to keep da 4 subs, or b a happy lil person n take 3.. now again, if i take 3 subs, which shd i drop? chinese A? econs?? arghs!! i cannnot decide!! wanted realli badly to rant it out @ some1.. n help me decide.. owells.. lucky me with those great buddies out there.. grace --thanks for those realli great advice! :D for always being there n ur heartwarming words.. :`) thank u! but guess i'll prolly b a happy lil woman n stick with 3 sub yah? :D n to nel! thanks for listening! to xiaowanzi too! thanks for offering to listen to me.. thou we neva had da time to tok.. privately.. :P
okae! so i guess i'm more or less decided.. prolly dropping econs instead of wat minghui suggested.. bring my papa + mama down to c principal n re-appeal for 4 subjects.. :P but still thanks for dat dude.. okae! feeling much betta now with a decision.. :) depressed, depressed, depressed.. true blue afternoon~~ untili training started.. whee!! hehe.. its da motivation of my life! :) when u're playing table tennis.. watching the ball gets over da net, spins its way to de other side of the table.. da satisfaction n happiness u get from it is.. 100000%! :D it feels great! realli did lighten my mood!! hehe.. plus training with xiaowanzi was realli funny!! looking @ her new haircut.. haha!! i carn stop laughing!! CUTEEEEE!!! :P n i was constantly reminded of our conversation with Jac, Anne & xiaOwanzi da day b4.. MWAHAHAAHAAA!! dat eye-opener! i just carn stop luffing! + xiaowanzi's spastic face during training!! moMMeh!! i carn stop! next we went dinner.. n arghs! we were all high~!! cracking ultimately lame jokes n you jun having fun suan-ing pple.. being part of us.. iz too.. haha!! how great.. :P oKae oKae! i'm feeling happy n i've decided to reward myself a lil kinder bueno i got on my way home! hehehe! cheers to meiQi for dropping econs!! wheEee~!! start mugging HAN MEIQI! stop slacKing!! :) hehhh...

mmm..

2005-10-24T03:28:00.000-07:00

been long since i last blogged again.. n i've got so many stuffs to blog abt! alrite.. last tues, accompanied my fren for counselling.. left her with the counsellor awhile later when she felt more comfy.. thot it would b betta if i left her alone... so she could share more stuffs.. yep! so i was waiting outside audi, waiting for everything to end.. yeps! abt an hr later.. she came out.. n she was smiling! been realli long since this woman smiled.. n she shared wimme lotsa stuffs dat the counsellor taught her.. to b happy.. :) n i guess i realli did learn alot.. enlightened? is this wat we call it?? hehe.. realli wanna share everything she told me rite here.. but guess i won't b able to.. she was saying dat the counsellor taught her ways to keep herself happy, to try not to think too much.. dat there're other pple out there who r much more unfortunate than many of us here.. n dat by constantly reminding ourselves of the many good things dat has fallen upon us.. it realli does make u happy.. she oso mentioned abt finding ur real purpose in life.. umm.. if u find helping pple is a joy, u can make it part of ur purpose in life.. n pursue it.. u not onli make the other person happy.. but also u feel fulfilled too! so pple!! its baQ to da same phrase again! "alwaYs look on the bright side of life!"
yeah! so umm.. saturday.. scg 1505 had our 1st bbQ! at pasir ris park.. moMMeh! we had loads of fun.. xu si wei lao shi + mr ong + ms meta joined us.. we reached the park like around 6.10pm? n by 8.30pm, fire ain't started yet!!! *Screams!! we had to keep gg to this grp of pple from anderson sec.. [those pple=realli helpful]to kapok their red red charcoal! hehehe.. :P n i guess by 8.45pm.. fire was finally up!! thanks to weiJie's wOw! fanning.. n many other heroes' efforts.. hehehe.. yeps! so we began bbQ-ing.. marshmallows were great.. kaiying's wings were terrific.. drinkS were more than enuf.. fun was overflowing.. n i was toking, luffing, running abt non-stop thru out the whole nite! till around 11.20pm when we left the park.. mmm.. everything was real.. :) the feeling.. @ least i guess we realli did enjoy ourselves.. n there wasn't any bit of awkwardness.. no tinge of fake-ness.. i found out that mr xu si wei was from westlake primary too.. but his was realli many yrs baQ.. where the cemetery was still opposite wps.. n mr ong cracked some lame jokes abt my dad being a chinese physician cum insurance agent.. haha! we were sharing abt just everything under the sun.. abt gg to poly, abt methods of growing taller, abt our class.. abt everything everything everything! bbQ ending with a "ice throwing into clothes" game.. all thanks to chun chun... :P chasing me around like a cow! *moOooo~ haha!! den derre trying to sQueeze my thighs.. running around again.. n how we ran 3 bus stops to look for sherilyn!! argHs! a mini sports day for us eh? yeps! so.. @ around 11.26pm we reached pasir ris mrt station.. me + sherilyn + samantha.. last train left at 11.23pm.. :`( we took a cab back.. haha!! n we were once again yakking n yakking non-stop on the cab.. u noe, wat do u expect when u put 3 gurls together?? yakks n more yakkkks!! :P but no gossips!! :) just toking abt everyday lives.. ourselves.. :) hehe.. day ended with a smile..
on sunday.. went out with ahs 36th council.. alex, ash, ben, brynner, nel, june, kris, huan, doong, jiing huey.. dad wasn't exactly happy with me spending my weekends awae outside.. wat's more when i spent my sunday out @ alex's new hse late, last week.. so yep.. in de morning, he was mmm.. toking some sense into me.. like u noe, jc.. gonna put in more efforts in studying.. n i gotta stop playing a fool, n just think of playing.. u noe u noe?? i mean, i agree.. jc realli requires efforts.. but i realli wanna go for the get-together.. :`| it was actually a celebration for huan, kris + my birthday.. so yeps.. after all the toking.. he said, " ok! u can go! after washing the toilet.." wheeheehee.. i can go out!! :) dad ain't bad after all yah?? heart softens! hehe.. so yeps.. i began washing the toilet after breakfast.. n goodness!! i realli regretted it!! i almost *BRWEK!!! out my tuna bread! toilet bowl stinks.. n i had to get a stool beside the bowl n use this ugly looking brush n brush awae those yellowish stuffs on the edge of the bowl..moMmeh!! some1 shd seriously teach men how to aim properly!! ok.. i think i almost finished the entire can of air freshener?! :P to fill my nostrils with the lemon smell rather than stinkeee peee smell.. so yeah! i met huan n doong after dat.. n we went to orchard together to meet the rest! :D they just finished movie--flight plan.. so we went to paragon to makan, den headed to esplanade to blow cake n so called "prize presentation" haha! so during the "prize presentation", got this fila bag from ash + ben, a umm.. revealing piece of cloth from brynner + zuhao, which i dun think i'll eva wear it till i'm 70 yrs old? n yeah! a winnie the pooh mug from kris.. not forgetting a self-made MEGA card from jiinghuey too! :) thanks loads pals.. this special friendship dat we all share is enuf of a gift from all of u.. a most treasured gift that nth is more precious of.. n i realli gotta sae.. u guys rocK! :) the best bunch out there.. ^-^ pray dat it just stays this way....... :) mabbe i'll end off with this little Quote dat a precious pal shared, "when i'm together with this bunch, i feel so detached from the world.. detached from the stress.. detached from the superficial-ness.. n when we bade each other goodbye @ the end of everything, i felt realli unwilling to go for i noe, the next moment, i would b hit bacK to reality.. bacK to everything.." r these the words u used exactly? i made it more artistic rite?! hehehe.. *Thanks thanks.. :) hehehe.. loving this world even more.. :)

well well..

2005-10-19T06:06:00.000-07:00

i m so sorry pals! for makin my blog such a gloomy 1.. but dat's de way a blog is for yep? to rant ur real feelings out... :) feeling realli realli much betta le.. thank u pals around!! every lil' pat, every lil' msg, every lil note.. it goes rite to the heart.. thank u.. :) alrite! shall touch on my day today!
got bacK econs + gp paper today.. 42 for econs, 41 for gp........ (38 for chem, 44 for math, 64 for chinese.. dunno wat r the gradess..) moMMeh! how great!! heard dat we've gotta @ least a c6 for gp in order to promote.. if not, hur hurrr.. n there may b case to case special cases to c if u can b promoted.. just take a good look @ my conduct! hahaha.. constant visits n GENTLE reminders from the DM.. mmm.. wow! great conduct!! *applause!!
been haunted by this thot for the past few days.. whether i realli did make the best choice... by not gg to poly.. i mean, after all... wat we're learning there is much more hands-on.. rather than.. hurr hurrr..... binomial?? like we'll eva use it in de future?? but now since i've chosen this route, guess i'll prolly haf to continue with this treacherous journey n finish it, unless i'm kicked out or smth? :P *sigh!! alrite! today was a rather bad day.. my voice brOKe! sounds like i just finished 10crates of KEROPOK.. how great! :P thank god op ain't today! its on friday! hehe.. *scardey.. yeps so! bacK to me having sore throat.. n my KERRRROPOK! voice.. so on my way home, i dropped by @ the 7-11 nearby n decided to get myself some STREPS.. some good fren of strepsils i guess.. tried it last time.. realli realli soothing + effective.. but now no more le.. went to a few convenient stores, all no haf.. n so! i had to make do with the STREPSILS instead! hehe.. n yep! so i was happily carrying my box of strepsils, on my way home already.. n i saw tsz ping!! she was with her sis! so she started telling me abt how not stressed she is.. dat she's honestly slacking rite now, slp-ing @ 10pm almost every day.. n end up discovering dat she's studied nth the next morning.. so i began sharing some of my personal experiences la.. dat i kinda regretted not studying hard enuf during o's.. imagine, de day b4 math paper, i slept at like 9.15pm?? rmb it was de 1st advertisement of the 9pm show... yEs!! did realli badly for the paper.. so began telling her my bad bad xperiences.. n how i kinda regret it now.. for not studying hard enuf.. u noe, everytime when others mention abt o's.. they'll tok abt how much they worked for dat exam.. i'll owaYs b hiding in some corner, dun dare to tok! haha!! i was.. mmm.. rather slack.. oh no! yeps.. so we stood there n started toking non- stop for around 40 min.. just went on n on n on.. dat sincere lil woman.. just listened to me, as if my words were made of money.. :P she seems realli realli inspired, ok! she is inspired! she says.. :P dunno wat's my pt of writing this down.. but i realli enjoy de feeling of being able to support others.. i ain't dat great, obviously.. just feel.. mmm.. u noe, good.. dat u've helped some1 in need.. n pulled her bacK during crucial times.. or rather, it feels good dat u've inspired somebody.. dat kinda gratefulness the other party shows u when u've done smth for her.. it realli is fulfilling.. counsellor? my ambition?? mmm............... :P
to you: thanks my dear fren.. for de letta in winnie the pooh.. :P it felt realli heartwarming reading it today.. continue to shine in all dat u do alrite? :) thanks pal..

:(

2005-10-15T07:52:00.000-07:00

i can't find any reasons to make myself smile happily nowadays.. neva dreaded sch this much b4.. neva.. bacK in sec sch where gg to sch every day is.. wow! sunshine daY! just look @ me now.. my life is filled with nth but dark grey clouds.. those dat r ready to start a thunderstorM.. dun provoke me anytime during this time pple.. if u dun wanna get some unfair treatment.. like getting scolded over nth.. get awae from me.. sorry.. :(

today...........

2005-10-14T07:45:00.000-07:00

i've oways known.. dat SORRY is oways da hardest word to sae.. so when u told me dat today.. n when u handed me a chocolate, i almost cried...... i realli almost did... i quickly looked away, avoiding ur eyes... i did not dare look into them, afraid dat tears would start flowing... let's put down the burden of our past together.. n continue with life alrite?? c: it reached rite thru to my heart............. let's forget...... c:
**today's thingy ain't ur fault.. the problem lies entirely on me........... :`( i m sorry......

its finally over!

2005-10-11T08:15:00.000-07:00

its over!! its over!!! its finally over!!!! wheeepeeee!! proMos finally over!! n i realli mean, its all over for meH~ arghs.. todae's econs.. was such a goner.. went for paper with onli 2 chapters studied.. labour & mkt struct.. moMmeh.. think it must b those red undies!! brought me lucK! n tada! hehe.. came out.. but i admit, i did not realli study as in memorise those pts.. scraped thru thou! *phew.. let's just hope i dun retain, with all the veri veri realli realli bad papers dat i had.. cheM, math n chinese.. moMMeh!! saddening.. math~ guess i barely used half of the paper dat was given to me?? i can totally see teMasek poly's principal standing @ the main gate, widening his arMs n smiling & waving happily @ me already.. *sigh.. let's just hope i'll scrape thru this... n my new year resolution would b study hard!! hehe.. n not wait till de last min of exam.. we just neva learn!! ok.. i neva learn..
been such a long long time since i last blogged.. i've got so many things to sae.. yet i dunno where to start.. honestly.. dunno where to start.. alrite! shall end off da day with this lil thing to share..
"true friendship takes time, a little effort and a purely sincere heart to start and maintain it.. chucking ur friend aside n calling n bombing him/her only when u need her.. is dat wat u call friendship??? think abt it.. start treasuring ur friends around u!! :)"

yeah.. 17 today.. :)

2005-09-19T06:18:00.000-07:00

okies! today's 17th yr of my birth! hehe.. so i'm here to blog abt my happy feelings.. chifung, hehehe.. dun scold me k?? i'll make this a short 1! :D
yeah!!! just wanna sae! frens! thank u pals so so so so much for remembering my bdae.. n all ur wishes realli kept me gg for this long day in school! till 5.15pm.. moMmeh! :P thanks alot!! thanks to.....

---psst! i realised dat i haf not deleted any of the sms wishes.. so, y not take this chance, to thank all u great pals rite therE?? so.... in seQuence.. hehe.. :)

zhiyong, jieyu, lijuan, kristin, qizhu, nel, loo, grace, teck chuan, weiquan, gary keren, isaac, janice, gary yeo, fujing, brynner, jiing huey, xiaoqi, serene, jeremy, alex, aijia, caroline, nicole, esther, yvonne, felicia, hilda, chen jing, mervyn, yongyi, miss charis wong, yen chun, wayne, joyce ho, ben cheng, melissa, ying en, sermin, ashvin, kelvin, marcus, ian, jennie, marianne, yumin and tiffany!!
[for wasting ur sms on me.. realli thanks.. :)]
+ this fella with a no. of 96429--- u neva state who u were.. but still thanks.. :) dun wanna disclose ur full no. in case u get harrassed? haha! :P

n not forgetting vanessa, sherilyn, kaiying, shona, yuxiang, jiing huey... who sang me a birthday song whilst we were all panting on the track!

n also siokting, shunmin, felicia, regina, yunting, jingling, joyce tang, tracy, huan, june, meihui, elicia, xinyi, eng har, derre, huiying, chun kiat, jaryl, kah sing, ruilong!! for ur hugs n kisses + handshakes! thanks pple!! :`)

to chifung too for wasting ur talktime to wish me happy bdae n to scold me for not being obedient n ALWAYS slacking.. haha!!

n of cos neva to forget xiaokai for publicising on my tagboard yah? thanks alot gurl.. :)

**special thanks to min who specially waited till the 1909hrs to send me da sms.. thanks alot.. so cool! 19 sept.. hehe!! oso thank u for ur dedication on ufm 100.3 this morning, thou i did not get to hear it! still, thanks.. :D dun need get me anything, it's simply heartwarming dat u remember.. :)
**special thanks to jiing huey who gave me a plain jane folder with a winnie the pooh face drawn on it!!!! its specially drawn by u.. with this silver marker.. goodness! it came out so nice la! got a lil bird beside the pooh pooh bear oso.. mann!! i m sooooooo... touched!! thank u jiing huey.. for making this plain jane folder so so soooo... personalised.. thanks.. :)
**special thanks to loo for our mini celebration dat we're gonna haf.. haha! thanks.. :)
**special thanks to grace too for remembering n ur persistence to meet me to pass da thingy to me.. arghs!! *hugs* gurl! :)
**n nel! i where got forget u! hehe.. :P thanks for da watch dat u got me, dat i'm still wearing.. probably the most treasured bdae prezzie i've eva rcvd.. thank~!
**to xinyi for ur birthday card.. haha!! cheeky cheeky!! :P

oh i'm a blessed lil gurl.. i thank God for all the pple i meet in my life.. be it good or bad.. u guys realli walk me thru this little journey of life..

====to pple whom i forget to acknowledge.. u can tag @ my tagboard.. realli thanks k?? :) booo hooo.. i'm realli touched.. :`)

happy day!!

2005-09-13T06:29:00.000-07:00

hehehe.. i bought millions of stickers todaY!! yeah!!! spongebob, winnie the pooh, mickey & minnie mouse, kerropi.. n millions n millions n millions of sticKers!! together with jiing huey.. hehe!! she bought 7+4.. i bought 8+4.. wheepee! actually de sticker is 15 for $1 n 8 pieces for 1bucK.. but she lemme haf de 8 outta the 15 pieces cos she said my dae is coming.. thanks jiing hUeY~! :) haha! guess wat?!! hehee.. i spent onli 1 bucK on it.. arghs!! feel happy looking @ the different versions of pooh.. n all the lil cute things dat he's doing to his lil pals! hehehe!! can stand it no more!! i'm a happy + fortunate lil woman! :D
oh yeap... pple, any1 of u haf lobang on where i can get a big box, cute looking ones.. preferably.. hehe.. i need to keep all my fave things in it! all de keychains.. all the lettas.. all de STICKERS!! its simply lying around on my table.. i need a decent box for all my fave things!! somebodeH help me!!! any lobangs?? or any1 willing to sell??? do tag to lemme noe k?? ^-^ thankSss! :)

shitty day

2005-09-09T07:52:00.000-07:00

alrite alrite!! today's honestly been a shitty day!! i lao-sai-ed like 7 times today?!! goodness.. onli got betta after drinking some ginseng tea dat i had to make myself.. but the pain still comes n goes.. :( arghs!! shitty.. i think i got this thingy thru the chilli oil in aJisen ystd.. could it b smth else? but dat's de onli thing i ate myself.. i mean, de rest of us.. zuhao, nel, jiinghuey, weiquan, brynner, kris, june, ash, doong, chua, meihui.. we ate de same stuffs.. caKe from breadtalk n de ajisen food.. i was the onli dumMy who added chilli oil to my tasteless soup! okiEs!! nvM! de service @ ajisen was quite good thou.. with all the waiters n waitresses roaMing around like spirits checking on our every needs.. :P
yep! we went to celebrate zuhao's bdae ystd.. @ plaza sing.. went to ajisen n makan + crap, as usual.. after dat roMantic brynner initiated de idea of walking to esplanade.. haha!! walk along da bridge.. yeps! so reached there le.. went into the esplanade, we decided to take a group foto together with all the hanging lanterns in the air.. so! we approached this realli ci2 xiang2 looking uncle.. he agreed to help us take the pic.. so we started posing below the lantern.. "yeah yeah! good picture, good picture.." he repeated dat like several times.. mmm.. "must b realli good!" i thot to myself.. *cheekeeeK! picture taken.. he was using nel's camera anw.. he handed de camera bacK to us.. "check if its ok.." he said.. n yeps.. started looking @ the wonderful pic he took.. wOw.. honestly.. WONDERHoooo.. take a look! :D

if i did not forget, we reQuested for him to take another 1 for us.. >we trusted him to take a betta 1.. :P mmm.. yah~ look @ this other 1..

zhiyong's eyes were cut off, ash's mouth was slit.. weiQuan's forehead left half.. hahaha!! brynner worst! onli see the breasts!! left breast to b exact.. arghs!!! uncle ah~ uncle ooeeeeii~~ :P

totally.. totally.. HURRR HURRrr hUrr... wat special photographic skills!! :pPPpppp de art of capturing onli de faces of the pple in de front row? uncle! double thuMbs up to u!
here cuMs the triple thuMbs up part.. so yeah! i passed him my camera to let him help us take de picture, as he reQuested.. whoa... whoa... somehow, he was pressing dis particular button with his ultimate arnold schwarzenegger finger strength, n he was tilting my camera @ such a peculiar yet realli stYlo milo angle.. wah.. my heart almost FLUNG outta my heart.. he almost dropped my caM!! thank God it still remained in his oh so sturdy hands.. just wanna sae.. thankS uncle! its been realli long since some1 eva made my heart tinge.. abit.. but u made it almost flung out!! tHankS~ :D n thanks for speaking to me in ur oh so good scented mouth which stayed in my nose for @ least 45 minutes.. thanks!! u're the best uncle in the entire world.. :D
arghs.. i sound so nasty.. but dat's probably the scariest n most exciting uncle i've eva met! :D still.. uncle, if u eva see this entry.. dun b sad okies?? u're still nice.. :) to agree to help us take de foto.. but.. u could haf done betta.. :) yeah! de outing ended with a mini chat by the singapore river just beside the merlion.. :D thinking of it.. how did ALL of us just clicK so well??! i wonder................. realli treasure this special friendship dat we share.. :)

yeah!!

2005-09-07T04:42:00.000-07:00

hey to all junyang die-hard fans out there like meee!! hehe.. :) here's a webbie u guys can visit to listen to all de songs he's sung!! http://superstarjy.blogspot.com/2005/08/jy-media.html
special recommendations!! guardian angel... n yi wang guo Qu.... sung by junyang.. wOoooohhhh~~ *heavenly~~ visit visit!! junyang + derricK rocKs!! not forgetting weilian, kelly n weicong!! :) n silver! n chanel!! yeah.. they all rocK! sinhui ain't bad too!! :) ooOops! getting kinda greedy.. but yeah!! double thuMbs up to producers of SUPERSTAR!! :)

4h outing.. :)

2005-09-04T10:08:00.000-07:00

*poor jaKe! noticed dat all da gurls ran awae?? hahaha!!! leaving him sitting there.. like a diMwit!! :P for your info, he was wearing this wOw! totally xplosive shirt.. :P with all his muscles revealing thru dat piece of cloth! funneh.. :P

a few photos speak a million words.. :D loving all of u 4h guys.. :)

tonight's WOW!!

2005-09-03T08:28:00.000-07:00

wheeeheeee~~~!!!! england VS wales tonight! Qualifying match for World Cup!! go england!! i'm so gonna stay up with all my KeRrrrrropoKe! armed around me!! go england!! :D cheers to all england fans out there!!! hehe..

attention all 4h''04 pple.. :)

2005-09-02T07:19:00.000-07:00

hey all 4h pple! :D there'll b a class gathering/ outing/ get-together this coming sunday... 4th sept! @ 6.30pm.. marina bay mrt.. :) steamboat @ marina bay.. if u guys haf any suggestions or any comments, can comment @ my tagboard.. :) pls do try to come dudes!!! its been sooooo long since we went out together!! hehe.. realli realli realli miss ALL of u..
***to all tt gurls of 4h'04.. try to pass me de cards for cheng on dat day??? i bought materials to make cheng float float's card le.. hope it'll turn out nice.. hehe!! loo, pricycia, min & grace.. to grace if u still wanna do it, umm.. yah.. pass it to me k?? :) looking forward to this coming sunday.. pple!!! pls try to make it!!

thanks..

2005-09-02T06:44:00.000-07:00

thanks to all frens who care.. :) arghs!! basically i was on my way home after celebration of elicia's birthday @ tm.. so yes.. i was waiting @ de traffic light, waiting to cross the road.. den!! i saw my bus! 63! @ the other side of the road.. my eyes were realli on de bus.. how shd i cross when the green man appears in order to catch the bus.. den! those mass of ah pekS @ my traffic light.. were all crossing the road le.. so i followed suit.. mmm.. walk walk.. arghs!! walk till halfway.. gOOdness!! its not even green man la!! no choice le.. i carn stop in de middle of the road.. den this taxi came heading towards me!!!! *HORRRRNNNNNN!!!! i realli saw the taxi coming towards me.. abt 2m liddat.. i seriously made the dash of my life n ran across the road.. wah.. i really so THANK GOD dat i'm still alive now.. dat i was.. mannN!! soooo... close to death.. :| felt so much like crying, yet so thankful.. dat i'm still alive, in 1 piece.. den i was even thinking the pain i'll haf to go thru if i was realli knocked down by de car.. wat if i realli die ystd? would i leave with no regrets? would i leave with no any other worries?? would i eva...... mann.. de things i'll prob regret is not being able to give cheng float float her tchers' day card.. dat i've yet to kiss daddy eva since i was P2.. dat i've neva eva told some of the frens around me.. dat i realli do care for them.. n yet to tell kor kor dat he's honestly quite yandao, thou i owaYs sae he's not when he self praises.. :`( hai!! THANK GOD!!!
a lil pic of our celebrations ystd.. :)

*scary..

2005-09-01T10:16:00.000-07:00

i was so close to death today.. soooo.... soooooooo... close to death.. abt 1m i suppose... yes.. dat close.. :`| scaryy...

hurr hurrr...

2005-08-31T09:04:00.000-07:00

today's wed.. n there's no sch tmr!! tchers' day.. wheehee! but mentioning of tchers realli does turn me on & off @ da same time.. :| bad experiences with tchers this wk... *sigh! ok!!
story no. 1.. i was late for sch on.. tues! reached sch @ 9am.. umm.. yah.. quite common for me, i must sae.. :P nth to b proud of thou! yes so! i rcvd a call from jiing huey @ abt 8.30am? so she was so ji1 dong4! "meiQi! ur name was announced over the mic by Ftong leh!" anw! Ftong is the discipline master of tJ.. my name announced leh! my heart tinged abit.. thot he's gonna commend me for the rubbish i picked up under lt2 last thurs.. haha!! wishful thinking on my part! so she continued, "i was so stunned when i heard ur name! he said ' these r the pple who do not comply with college rule.. Boo Bah Beh.. Moo Mah Meh.. Shoo Shah Sheh.. Loo La Leh.. HAN MEIQI! from cg 31/05..' i realli stoned there when i heard ur name! wat u do?? haha!"arghs!!! haha!! i almost fainted.. wat crime did i commit, i thot.. mmm.. must b abt me being late.. *lucky i've owaYs been an obedient + guai gurl.. so not much offences.. onli late! haha!!! :PpPppPppp not hard to track my crimes.. hehe!!!* n so he called these pple to meet him after assembly.. obviously i was late! n not able to c him.. so when i reached sch, discussed with my classmates wat shd i tell him when i go find him.. haha! Bing Rong even suggested dat i tell him i laosai all da way on all de days i was late.. yep! so went to his office.. he was sitting there.. asked me for my name, n AP-ed me all da way.. -.-''' so he was telling me y did he call for me.. basically, those pple who r late for @ least twice, we're supposed to report to him @ 7.30am.. for 2 weeks! so, weellll.. i did report.. mmm.. for 3 days? haha!! n i excused myself from reporting to him after dat.. quite no meaning, dun u think? yah!! so just cos of this! dat i fail to report for 2 wks.. my BIG name was announced.. hurr hurrr... wah.. thanks ah~ for de rest of de day, i'll just keep hearing "wat did u do meiQi?" "Han MeiQi, neva abide by sch rules ah!" "aiyo! meiQi famous liao ah?" blah bleh blooo... when i was walking along the corridor.. my chinese tcher even thot i was called up bcos i molested MANY guys.. -_-'' just bcos de rest of the names announced were guys'?? :P den 1 of my juniors even thot we had a gang fight!! arghs!!!! haha!! okies!! thanks ah mr tong! *grave bow to u.. :D den he even said he's gonna suspend me if i fail to report to him for de next 2 weeks.. -.- he's soooo... not expert @ blowing things up hoh?? den when he finished "singing" to me, he asked, "meiQi, do u haf a problem with me??" another -_-'''''' question.. i haven't even attitude to u leh! still flaunt my nice n white teeth occasionally @ u.. haiyo!! wat else can i sae? blame it on my "lucKiness" on dat day! :D
story no. 2.. so today, i was being guai.. wanted so much to pon sch.. to go baQ to ahs.. meet up with oldie frens.. BUT!! in order not to let HIM think i was ATTITUDE, i was being good, report to him.. :D clipped my hair neat neat ( 1st time since a few yrs baQ since i last combed my hair b4 i go to sch.. he shd honestly feel honoured! ) n reports.. another tcher signed my attendance for me.. n told me she's gonna increase my jail term to 21st sept.. when Ftong told me i onli need to report till 14th!! :| thanks ah~ once again.. :D i dun get it la.. i mean, true! we call this school! but heY! doesn't even give us freedom to skip lessons! redundant 1s.. arghs! shd call it an asylum.. green asylum summore!! den if haf celebrations or wat, will locK the gates to locK us in, dun allow us to "escape".. thanks!! :D realli thanks leh.. i feel animalised! locked in wat seems like a cage.. a green cage, rather.. *sigh!! wat an asylum!! still~~ i still veri much lurve tj! :) the principal, the pple, some tutors.. n some happened to b so yandao ah pek lecturers.. haha! wat a week so far! shiok hoh?? exciting & fun yah? :P
okies! met up with nel today.. n i realli learnt alot from her.. dat having expectations realli does result in more disappointment.. n dat i'm so lucky to haf frens who would b willing to b there to listen to me.. lend me their ears.. listen to me rant abt anything, everything!! so nice! i'm thankful for all my frens around me! :) thanks nel!! u owaYs owaYs teach me lots n lotsa things.. =) n hey chunn chunn!! i didn't noe everything could turn out so... nice n wonderful.. thanks.. u realli made my day.. :)

life's tough..

2005-08-29T04:10:00.000-07:00

mmm.. life's tough! dun u agree pple? hehe.. esp when u're in jc.. n stuck in this kinda screwed education system where examination grades is all dat matters.. *sigh.. perhaps just like wat others haf said.. exams' prob de best way to gauge pple's ability in work so far.. but still!! i wanna comment.. dat jc is all abt who mugs more!! n not abt who's smarter! who's more.. Quick witted.. who's.. sMartEr!! moMmeh.. horrible.. not lyk i'm smart or wat?! i m ass off stupid honestly.. but think!? so wat if u can produce heavenly grades n still sucK @ public relations.. or simple enuf, if u r not even good @ de basic thing of treating pple sincerely?! with ur real heart.. wat's ur purpose in life?!! arghs!! horrible..
this week's gonna b a realli bz week.. with PW! teachers' daY coming, n i'm realli enthu abt getting smth for cheng float float.. after all, she was our table tennis tcher i/c for 4 yrs in ahs.. n after all, she did shower us with care + knowledge when she became our chinese teacher since sec3! dun u think she realli does deserve smth from us? thou we may not b able to get her smth dat she wants.. but hey! let her noe dat we do care.. :) loO~ pricYcia~ grace~ min~~ when can we eva meet up together?? :`( hais!! alrite!!! eoM draft due tmr n i'm like.. haha! haven't even gotten my article yet.. hur hurrr... baddie huh! :P realised i'm not understanding lectures, tutorials.. everything dat's going on in sch.. honestly, i haf this realli strong feeling dat i'll end up retaining.. n it does not help @ all.. dat promoS is in around a mth's time!! arghs!! we pple just dun learn our lessons! i mean, I just dun learn my lessons! okies!! enuf abt sch work.. today's gonna b a bz week cos i'm gonna slacK awae 4 days of my week spending time with my buddies! :D
monday 29aug is gone for good.. 30 aug, meeting up with fellow s61 mates @ chomp chomp for dinner.. 31aug meeting brynner nel zuhao n perhaps alex to go shop for reebok stuffs.. 1sept gg to celebrate elicia's birthday! with de fellow ahs 36th council peeps! :D realli wished tym would stall @ de time where we were all in sec sch.. arghs! i dun wanna rant abt 4h again.. but honestly, i realli do miss those days loads!!! those just so real + fun days.. :) *sigh.. btw i'm sorry marc~ for pang seh-ing on sunday.. n i prob b joining u for ninjitsu classes rite after my promos yah?? :D hope u'll forgive me when u're reading this..

thots of the daY.. "Why do we have to grow up? Can someone just invent a machine which we
stop time from ticking, and just make it stop at the moment where we're
the happiest?? and when everything just goes fine??" :`(

reply to chatterbox~ :P

2005-08-27T23:27:00.000-07:00

hehe.. i've decided! to create a new post to reply to all da comments on da chatterbox! hehehe.. dun wanna flood my own chatterbox.. yeah.. today's prob de 3rd day of official blogging on blogspot! yeah.. thanks to loO! i've got a new blogskin!! hehe.. special thanks!! :D
okies!! now~ replying time to da comments~ mouseY~ thanks for ur comments, but i dunno how to change de font colour.. n i shd b da 1 thanking u for lending me $$! hehe.. its ok.. i just walked quite abit.. all thanks to yubin's wonderful recommendations to go to blk 58.. haha!! shd haf gone to 85 instead.. nvM!! still~ managed to get da moneH~ :P
to kailin~ hehe.. thanks for liking de music!! n u childish lil thingy.. just luv cute things dun u?? :P
to cF~ haha!! wei~~ wat u mean mann!! so childish just like me?!! kekes.. i'm mature + nice.. :D haha.. but yeap! thanks for visiting!! can i link u to my blog? hehe..

yeah!!

2005-08-27T09:17:00.000-07:00

hehe!! today's a happy day~ today's a bz day! :P woke up @ around 10am in de morning, den watched a bit of tv, ate abit of chocolate n went to joyce's hse for PW.. moMmeh.. did till like 4pm liddat den had to leave for woodlands old folks' home.. went there for some performance n chatted with de ah gongs n ah pOs there.. :D mann~ i realli realli learnt alot from them.. there was this particular ah ma dat i toked to.. n she realli did make me cry.. arghs!! basically, u noe, all the oldies there.. from lotsa different dialect groups.. hokkien, teochew, hakka... got malays n abt onli 3 hainanese.. n somehow, i think the hainanese abit aP ah~ formed their own cliQue n dun wanna mix with de rest of the oldies.. nvM! dats not de pt.. perhaps, they just carn communicate, since most of them can onli communicate in their dialects..

oK~ so, as u can c.. i can totally not speak to da rest of da oldies as the onli hokkien words dat i noe r.. "lim kopi" "jia beng" "yah" "tio tio!" "mmm si" dats all!! teochew worst!! i onli noe "teochew mue"! which means teochew porridge! dat's it! alrite.. so when we were sitting around in a big circle n we were helping to gif out da cakes, some hokkien ah mas were being realli high n started to tok to me in their own HOkkien or teochew language.. n all dat i could sae was.. "mmM.. tio tio! yah! mmm... tio tio! yah!" so i dunnno y!! they think its kinda funny.. to c such a dimwit, perhaps, n they started luffing.. n i mean, realli luffing.. i realli did wished i knew how to speak dat language @ dat time thou!! for your info, ah pors can get realli high when they r happy.. they luffed for perhaps 10mins?? over realli small n lame things like me dropping my cake on another ah ma's hair, n how i find difficulty speaking hokkien.. cute ah MAs.. haha! :P yeah..

so after dat it was napping time for the ah pors n ah gongs! ok.. so basically, i was helping this particular ah por to slp.. she's hainanese.. hehh hehh!! de onli language i can speak.. den she started chatting wimme larhs.. she started asking me abt my age, my grandparents' "xiang cun", like which part of the Hainan province did they cum from etc etc.. mommeh! how would i noe?? :P den she told me abt her family.. abt her husband dat died during the WW2.. n how she still misses him.. tears just came down when she was telling me her story la.. :`( ah gong n ah ma were matchmade together.. in the past, she thot dat he's just another normal man.. u noe, those kinda 1 outta a sea of pple dat roaMs around the streets de.. haha! but soon after they got married, she found out dat he's actually a veri gentleman-ly guy.. veri family oriented and dat kinda responsible man dat prioritize family as number 1.. n she oso told me how they went dating only after they got married n how he 1st held her hand onli after they've known each other for 3 yrs etc.. oh yes.. bcos somehow, i think its due to my horrible Hainanese speaking skills, if not her Hainanese is too chim, i carn realli make out wat she's saying @ times.. but i rmb 1 thing she told me.. was saying dat there was a period of time when ah gong would cum bacK late at nite, realli realli late.. coming baQ stinky n smelly n sweaty.. but ah ma dun dare to ask oso larhs.. y so late! y so stinky?! so after abt 2 yrs liddat ah gong came back with a sewing machine n told ah ma its for her.. ah ma found out dat yuan lai last time ah gong cum baQ so late is cos he goes to construction sites to work as construction worker @ nite, after his work as a waiter in a restaurant in de day.. ah ma said she sobbed her way thru the nite.. n how ah gong kept scolding her for crying instead of being happy.. haha!! den de next day, she woke up with her eyes swollen.. so cuuuuute!! waH!! totally touched me can.. i mean, pple! look @ us now!! now seems so simple de little thing--sewing machine.. -.- can b such.. arghs!! i dunno how to sae this.. but!!! its so.. lovey dovey lah.. her xpression when she was telling me abt her laogong.. her indulging smile.. her.. her... its this sweetness in her smile, makes me feel the sweetness in her heart too.. mann... makes me rmb de ultra true luv draMa i saw @ changi general hospi ystd..
was visiting mel there.. she's down with dengue.. :( den opp her, there's this ah ma dat was admitted la.. so basically, i dunno y liddat.. her lao gong oso admitted to hospi! but diff ward.. den ah gong was in wheelchair, came to visit ah ma i think.. den ah ma started saying things abt her dying no1 will care or stuffs lyk she's betta off dead.. u noe, those kinda stuffs dat normal ah ma ah gong will sae when they're seriously sick n they can feel their life slowly draining outta them?? :( so ah gong looked @ ah ma n carressed her hand with his feeble hand.. i thot i saw ah gong crying.. but mel said it was eye shit.. haha! arghs.. i realli carn take it lor.. i realli was trying my best not to weep @ dat time.. a totally touching scene.. so true luv does exist in this world!! :~) luv between ah gongs n ah mas.. luv between ah ma with her orledi not here ah gong.. :`) *sigh~ may all de ah gongs n ah mas in the world live life to the longest!! n realli pray dat mel gets well soon!! it pains me to noe dat there's a needle in her vein.. dat NaCl solution has to b constantly dripped into her body to keep her gg.. mann.. wat a way to end off my week.. to c so many sad things gg around me n all these romantic luv stories.....

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2005-08-26T09:15:00.000-07:00

wheeheeee!!! i've finally moved to blogspot!! outta dat devilish place which neva fails to spam my pals' inbox.. i'm sorry, frens out there!! hehe.. dun xpect too much of my blog, pple!! i'm just such a pOo` @ IT stuffs.. much less blogskins dat r nice.. hur hurr... :P alrite!!
de wk has been alrite~ missing my frens more n more.. i dunno wat to sae.. somehow, i just haf to conclude, dat jc life is definitely tough.. i've gotten to noe the 4th suicidal case amongst my frens.. imagine! within my miniature circle of frens, there're already 4 pple dat r dat stressed out n r thinking of.. suicide.. moMMeh!! cum on~!! get a grip of urself pals!! u guys r not alone facing this!! i mean, honestly, y die alrite? this may sound cliche, but honestly, think.. so many pple r deprived of the ability to live.. to live on n continue with life.. y r pple like us with healthy body, beautiful toes n fingers seeking death? a rather sad fact, isn't it? shall not b selfish! our parents, our frens.. they're all gonna not take it!! so much for my totally ineffective preaching..
alrite! fell down on thursday on the tracK of tJc! haha.. was playing soccer with the table tennis team, cos yan yan wasn't here for training dat day.. n yeap!! i was like, realli gg all out for the ball, running n running.. n suddenly, i was surrounded by 2.. gary + cheng rui a.k.a beh gui! gary was in possession, i kicked the ball outta him.. beh gui tried his best to defend too, spreading out his foot as long as he can.. the next moment, *pRiaK! i fell flat, totally FLAT! on the tracK.. moMMeh.. landed on my left ear.. was folded when i woke up.. haha! i stood up, onli to find.. hur hurr.. my left knee was numb n some skin seemed to haf dropped off.. :P its ok! mag managed to get some antiseptic lotion for me n yes! i applied it onto de wound after washing.. guess wat happened??! some bubbles appeared on my wound.. *bzzzz bzzzzzz~~ haha! n gary commented dat it looks like some corrosive acid corroding my flesh!! how gross!! :P good dat it feels betta now thou! still feelin kinda painful thou! kekeS!
*********u seem so nice @ times.. often leaving me not knowing wat to do when u're just so nice to me.. other times, it just kinda irritates me dat u expect me to b around u all de time.. this kinda relationship isn't healthy dun u think???? i do not noe how to convey this to u.. dat i truly do care.. but ur overly concern for me is suffocating me.. quite badly.. :( i m such an ass.. but i'm sorry..

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